i.live.my.life

new yr 07

2007-03-12T19:39:00.000+08:00

these are photos taken during new yr.. sorry.. can onli upload photos... haven been busy with school stuff.

=)

2007-03-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hey all.. these are photos taken before chinese new yr.. met up with L.M.A.O for steamboat..

jenny's birthday =)

2007-03-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry for updating now.. still got more.. tml then update n upload more pictures! k? below are pics taken at jenny's bade and my cousin's wedding!

photos taken at cousin's wedding

2007-03-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

Huiting's bdae!

2007-01-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

yep... a load of photos below to entertain u ppls.. lazy to type so much. yep.. my ntu peeps juz celebrated our dajie (huiting's 21st Bdae) yesterday.. though her bdae falls on 18th jan (same as jay chou).. hahaz.. we bought her a swatch watch.. nice leh.. onli she haf lo.. new design de.. coz we changed the chain of the original watch. nice nice.. then jenny chloe n me bought a pair of earrings for her coz she is our one n onli dajie! hahz.. orh.. i haf to mention this.. chloe insisted to draw huiting's fav cartoon character ----> DORAEMON.. but it was disastrous.. it turned out to look more like a bear suffering from down syndrome. ahha! but the process was fun...

coz of the doraemon.. we were late but the others turned up later la! so we went in to play a trick on huiting first.. we purposely put the receipt with price $15.90 on the shoe box which contained a pair of shoes bought by chloe.. then lied to her tt was her present.. then force her to try noeing tt it will definitely not fit in. haha! so mean lo.. i kept laughing away..

again.. we isolated ourselves in the room upstairs n played card games.. why do we always end up playing heart attack and murderer.. ahahz.. we were literally shouting n screaming away while playing heart attack. poor shiling.. i think ur hands shld be quite swollen now right? thanx to ah beng's violence. hahaz. we rot till bout 11 plus then left.. some went home n others went kbox.. includes me too.. we sat outside mac from 3am till 6am, surviving without slp purely on chatting bout siblings, fathers, 4Ds, sch stuff and not to forget.. guy's fav ---> ARMY.. siao.. already in uni le.. still tok bout army.. okie.. below are pictures taken yesterday!

PICTURES on HUITING'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

my class with raymond's fav mango cake!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING

me n my dearest seok hui!
not to forget my darling jiahui..
us on the bed! we juz finished playing DONKEY..
with the birthday girl!
me n vanessa! y are we always in black?
YEAH! MY FM GRP!! i love you guys! =)
orh.. the veri pro accting grp.. A+ leh!
self proclaimed shorties..
who made u angry, cammy?
tt's ah lai with his fav mango cake..
and the scandalous pair

chalet with NTU pals

2007-01-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

Alrighty.. minshan is juz back home from chalet.. hmm... for the past few days.. i spend my time at chalet with my Ntu class peeps.. wells... very thankful tt everything went quite okie despite of the heavy rain during BBQ... special thanx to daorong who booked the chalet.. n for those who gave me face to turn up for the bbq n stayed for at least one night.. though we spent our night playing onli card games, mahjong and chatting at half asleep mode.. i bet all enjoyed.. also.. thanx to alicia n vanessa who helped in contacting the class ppl orelse i wld die from shock when i receive my hp bill of the month... thanx to derek who volunteered to help to transport the stuff from ntuc...n lastly.. pat pat on minshan's shoulders.. coz i sorta organised the whole thingy n it is tough u noe.. es. on money matters.. but my helpful classmates did help me and dun mind paying more to cover the cost. =)

wells...some summary of wad we did.. as i said.. it rained heavily during BBQ and i was wet inside out from head to toe... thanx to jaysen's umbrella holding skill.. i bet i even drank some rainwater donated generously by the sky. hmm... nevertheless... as long as all get to eat n drink.. i happy le.. hmm played card games in the room while others all chiong mahjong... chatted among ourselves.. gun gun is such a funny guy.. i wld 'chup' in on n off to comment.. well... i din noe we chatted till 7.30am in the morning b4 reeli getting to slp.. n wad the hell.. i woke up before 10am..

so 2nd day was spend waiting for sleepy frens to wake up before we go n haf lunch at downtown east.. not nice and expensive food.. hmm.. nothin much actually.. went back n chatted in the room again.. then watched tv.. mahjong n mac's delivery. jenny n i were too busy criticising the sun wen hai in superstar.. concluded tt he looks like an ape not fully transformed. haha! he sucks and needs to evolve!! so we went for a night walk.. a long one.. n i cld reeli close my eyes n walk sia.. how tiring! onli toked to jenny n jiahui coz i was toooooooo exhausted to even open my mouth. hmmmm... but when i went back ard 3am.. i din slp leh.. chatted in the room with jaysen, yingfeng, vanessa, jenny and yuanfang.. was digging memories from the past..

Vannessa : eh.. remember which plant is always used as experiment in the textbook..

me: eh.. BALSAM PLANT

Vanessa: yeah!

Jaysen: huh?!?!?! got meh?? wad balsam plant?? we dun use leh

then some comments here n there.. we agreed tt we used diff text or wad..hha then later..

jaysen : i onli remember PETS coursebook

ALL: yah yah..

vanessa : yeah.. got diff animals representing diff pri levels. i remember squirrel is for pri one..

some arguments went on for wad animals represent which one... and we onli managed to remember the 5 animals n cldnt match all to diff levels.. we came up with squirrel, bird, tortoise, rabbit, mouse onli..)

me : orh.. i remember i always compete with my tablemate to find the small animal hiding in every flip of the textbook.. ahah!

ALL: YAH!!

ahahz.. it was so funny we cld recall all this rubbish.. ahha! orh.. n for ur info.. the last animal which we cldnt recall was the monkey.. muahahahz.. i asked my sister.. hahaz! then the guys started to tok bout their talkative behaviour..

Jaysen: the teacher always go " jaysen, U!! dun tok in the class!!!" etc etc etc. i remember my report book hor.. the part commented by the teacher will always go ' jaysen is veri talkative .... ... ... .... '

Yingfeng : yah.. i also very talkative.. everytime get caught during assembly..

Jaysen: coz u noe y.. when u r young.. u get too carried away toking bout ur stuff.. n u laugh n tok laugh n tok.. in the end damn loud u also dunno.. then the teacher will juz drag u out..

Yingfeng : noe wad.. ppl go up stage to collect prize during prize presentation.. i also go up stage leh.. to fa2 zhan4.. aha.

ALL: roars (laughing)

so this crap went on n on till more n more ppl cannot take it then slp le lo.. this morning juz checked out. nice n fun time.. i hope to keep the class as close as possible.. but i think it will be hard.. coz some of them will be in diff class.. haix..

below r some nice pics taken during the chalet.. enjoy seeing!

the start of photo whoring...
while the guys r busy starting the fire...
surprise surprise.. how wld i allow a dog to appear!??! no longer intimidated by doggies!
the girls~
all attention on BUTTON.. she's reeli a cute dog.
even the guys love button.. hmm.. perhaps its coz u r female.
one guy n 3 girls.. fortunate..
another one guy with 3 girls.. who's more fortunate?
my FM grp.. ah lai, me n jiahui... the one behind is juz an extra.
they look like some convicts who suffers from depression
ah lai n me! ah lai.. dun be liability anymore hor.
wenbin vanessa n yingfeng
i am taking a pic of tired ppl...

now i am inside.. the most tired one lo......

now i regret not taking any pic with u. sads

BBQ

2007-01-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

Photos taken during family BBQ

surprise celebration for my 2nd sis.. happy 21st!!!
my beloved da ge da and his wife
dajie n lloyd.
me and my uncles!
er jie n dajie
FOOD! i started the fire btw! proud~
juz a casual shot.. and they posed for it.. good

stupid life

2006-12-31T12:11:00.000+08:00

okie.. heres minshan trying to revive her blog.. i hereby announced end of work and a week of enjoyment b4 sch opens again.

wells.. work was fun n also angry... fun coz can terrorise the kids but when u terrorise.. means u muz be quite angry le.. wells.. i hate to say it.. but.. the other teachers at my workplace are like quite useless and selfish. like during one outing.. this kiddo failed to come n we r supposed to call.. i wasnt involved in bringing the kids out tt day.. so i passed the file to another teacher n asked her to call coz she was sorta the in charge la.. then she simply replied " huh.. the boy is not in my grp!" i was like " DAMN U! mdm neo asked u to take charge of the outing when she is not ard.. then u tell me this shit.. when i noe nothin bout the outing.. i still muz help u call.." but i din scold la.. i juz walked to the telephone n call lo.. selfish.............. the next teacher was like damn irresponsible.. she arrived at work like at 9.15am when she is supposed to come at 8.30am ... wad the hell ... and she always sneaks out to buy food when the kids are sleeping.. thanx to all these ppl.. working become quite torturing coz i always haf to clean up the mess they create.

and something which made me feel still very sad was my lousy grades. sucks big time lo..... i studied hard n tried my best le.. still like tt.. haix.. i am starting to think tt heaven is unfair again.. everything in my life is quite shitty now.. haf to give lotsa tuitions to earn n save money.. haf to study alot coz i am not clever.. so.. ppl study 3 hours.. i muz devote whole day to study the same amt of work. haix.. yet i get this. when i give tuition till 10pm then reach home.. i still insist to read b4 the lecture the next day.. so.. am i right to say heaven is unfair? plz dun give me this kinda punishment coz results reeli matters alot to me.

anyway... i went to my uncle's hse for BBQ yesterday n we helped to create a surprise birthday celebration for my 2nd sis which is supposed to be 8th jan.. but since everyone's there.. y not? BBQ was fun la.. then went to songkiu's hse to meet the nanhua peeps.. and i did something reeli horrible to them... which explains my CMI mood now. haix...... kill me.. y did i do tt to them.. n they keep apologising when it was supposed to be my fault.. i juz screwed up the whole thing. then terence called me this morning..

T: " hey minshan.. wake up le arh.. how r u feeling?"
M: " yah.. juz woke up. still feeling like shit."
T: "aiyo.. wad happened?"
M: " juz treat it as i mood swing la"
T: " but sure got reason de wad.. y suddenly like tt?"
M: "hmm.. haven been in good mood since long time ago.. family stuff lo.. alot la. next time then tell u"

T: " orh.. okie.. sorry arh.. tc!"

haix.. plz dun be so understanding when i am so bad to u all..

my dearest girls

2006-12-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

rights.. met up with my nanhua girls... mao gang.. yesterday.. had yummy food.. without paying a single cent.. coz theres this rich teacher to be who juz got her bonus.. dessert was on her too.. we din take pics at crystal jade kitchen but here are some preetttyyy pics taken at swensens.. yes again.. i love swensens.. keep going there.. nothin much actualli .. i juz wanted to post the pics.. n yah...i swear i wasnt trying to be funny.. but i dunno y tutu n jupstar keep laughing at my silly n CMI jokes.

mao mao, ah mao n tutu
miss WONGs
first to be married, last to be married, not going to get married?
silly pic.. contribution of tongue by elyse low
the MAOs eating ice cream

kbox craze

2006-12-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

Well.. this is supposed to be the entry last sunday after i went out with 2 of my crazy frens. hahz! but i fell ill for the whole week after i went out.. i was totally veri cui after the kbox session.. well.. the 2 of them continued to play mahjong while i surrendered right after xiang reached.. wanted to slp but ended up using msn n watching stuff on youtube.. and for the whole week, i slpt at an average time 9p.m. ahhaz.. n off to work at 9am! working sucks.. i wanna sch! well the opposite feeling will come back once sch starts in jan. life is contradicting huh. below are some pictures taken.. note the captions. hahz... plz dun kill me miss cher sook yee n miss yeong bena!

paying attention to the lyrics ---> sitting down
posing for picture -----> standing on the sofa
enjoying the music-----> standing n shaking
overly enjoying n moving along with the music
my bestie juz cannot control her her craziness tt day
finally.. ----> both back to normal

jude's birthday

2006-12-03T09:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. 2nd of december was a busy day

first.. met up with my 2 besties for lunch and to buy my sis's birthday present. hmmm.. so broke! end product : a heart shaped citigem pendant with 4 small n pathetic diamonds.. my mum complained tt the diamonds too small.. hai.. walao.. no one wanna go n buy still complain lo. well.. was walking to busstop when my dearest sookyee accidentally lifted my toe nail from my skin.. and well i was quite calm bout it..

me: "hahaz.. i think u kicked my toe leh.. and the nail break le." (in chinese)
sy: "huh!?!?! where where? sorry sorry.. i bu shi gu yi de!"
me: " ahahz.. bleeding le.. i can feel the nail moving.."

well.. quite painful leh.. and the eventful day begins.. being a girl.. who is 19 yrs old.. even with a broken nail.. i insisted on wearing heels.. which i regreted terribly after that. ahahz... COZ I WALKED HERE N THERE IN TOWN TO BUY PRESENT FOR JUDE...

at first.. shiling n i saw this adidas jacket which we both think tt it is veri JUDE.. hahaz.. so we began to ask for size M but that jacket seemed to be there quite long le.. so all the adidas n stadium outlets onli haf size S n XL left.. ( for tt jacket.. we walked here n there) okie.. so finally.. we gave up.. we went to 'flash n splash' to look for alternatives.. aaz.. at first i saw this white jacket which i think is okie.. ( given the fact tt we had no choice) but shiling.. being more observant.. saw another one.. which i think was better.. so we settled for tt.. hahahz! adding on to the veri hip jacket.. we bought a pair of slippers for him.. to replace his ah tiong slippers.. ( those white with blue stripes slippers which the china ppl wear) well.. i cannot deny the fact tt we were so thoughtful.

okie.. so we met up at kovan to go to his place. Jude called while i was ard potong pasir..

jude : " eh minshan.. you all met up le ma?"
me : " no leh.. i late.. coz went to buy your present"
jude : " WOAH......"
me : " yeah lo.. u better be thankful lo.. i wanna complain to you lo .. later then tell you the story.. i wanna make you feel guilty.."
jude : " huh?!!? wad happened???? "

well.. the story which i was refering to was walking in heels with my veri painful toe to buy his present. and tt birthday boy still induced us to walk a long long way to his hse.. coz he juz moved hse and he onli noe one route to his hse! stupid lo.. my legs are aching now!

after helping ourselves to his '18 course meal', we went to his room n played stupid games.. like indian poker and murderer ( squeeze hand de ).. remember got once.. the game juz begun..

daorong : " minshan! you murderer right??"
me : " HUH! I HAVEN EVEN START KILLING LEH"
daorong : " woah .. i so pro.."

ahhaz.. stupid.. made him so proud of himself. n reeli.. i haven even start killing leh.. well.. i still prefered to be commoner to be killed!

after cutting the cake.. we went to play heart attack.. ahhaz.. the game is as usual.. crazy.. coz once somebody goes " HEART ATTACK!!" all cards went flying ard n trapped in btw the hands stacked together! ahahz.. the aftermath was.. simply painful hands and picking up the flying cards!

hahaz..... fun day.. but stupid me.. i brought the camera.. but nv take photos leh.. muz wait for jude to send me the pictures.. then i upload here. hee!

photos taken during the wedding dinner =)

2006-11-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

my guai lan brother n me

hmmm..... my beloved siblings....
stupid brother..
the ladies in our family =)
me n my dajie =)
her dark rings are quite serious ...

photos taken during dinner =)

2006-11-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

notice something? we are all in black. =)
this is my lovely fren! button lover. hahaz.
i asked for a smile, he gave me this. =(
white ladies.. shufen n amanda!
phototaking is a must when we are waiting for others to reach
kitty eats icecream? i tot drink milk onli.
me n pretty DAJIE. hahaz..
miss asset in my FM group --> jiahui

FREEDOM

2006-11-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

sorry for onli trying to reviving my blog with this entry now.. hmm.. proudly presents the blog done up by my bestie CHER SOOK YEE!!! ahhaz.. coz u noe u got a fren who noe nuts bout all these... touched!

Well, today is a great day to blog about.. coz its the end of exams! well.. i am so tired now... coz i was trying to hard to entertain ppl juz now.. woah........ now drained n tired. nevertheless.. i am veri glad tt all torture is over and i had a great dinner with my tutorial frens at SWENSENS JP. hmmm.. let me think.. is there something interesting to blog bout.. well.. i brought a digicam but in the end onli take a few pictures.. stupid. hmmm kept making vanessa laugh. hahaz.... she is so easily tickled..

hmm.. well.. maybe i shld share bout how screwed my exams is. ahhz.. even accting is screwed.. so wad can be more screwed! ahhaz.. anyways.. i checked my timetable next sem.. 2 days with lessons at 8.30am... cool! hahaz... i love morning lessons.. coz i will be quite dead by noon normally. hmm wednesdays free. maybe taking up electives. going to start work on wednesday.. i seriously miss the kids man... so cute! i like being called " MISS WONG!!!" and thanx cher sookyee.. i wld rather be linked to yida, xinying, chuifan, yiann, joanna, etc than mr mustaqim. (red = danger) ahhaz.... i scared he pull down the whiteboard n no more miss wong man.

wells.. hope tml can go sing.. mouth itchy.................... plz.. more ppl go! well .. i suddenly tot of wad one of the kids told me at the student care..

kid : " miss wong, u noe y i throw the butter out of the window?"
me : "coz u wanna see the butter fly" - lazily
kid : ' WAH MISS WONG!! Y U SO CLEVER!!?!?"

ahahz.. kids are reeli funny.. n can make ur day.

orh wells..wedding dinner tml.. nothin to wear. haix.................

n will be posting some photos taken juz now in next entry.

My tutorial grp

2006-10-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

singing @party world clementi
my partner in singing S.H.E songs!!!!
cat lover n cat hater.. haix.... n we r gd frens.. my god.
yellow lover and yellow wearer. hahaz.
my accounting consultant!! our DA JIE DA huiting
jenny shiling n me!
ying feng aka chao ah beng n minshan aka chao ah lian
yeps.. part of the grp again..........

okie.. my entry eva since thousand yrs ago.. paiseh.. have been busy handling sch work n meeting datelines of projects. well.. above are pictures taken by me!!! featuring my peeps from my tutorial grp. well.. a bunch of fun n out-going ppl! singing was fun with all the laughters n chit-chatting among ourselves. hmmm... wonder when can we go out again! hope the plan for chalet at end of yr works out!!! coz i wld love to mingle with this bunch of funky ppl!!!

okie...... my entry gonna stop soon . hahaz.. coz i still busy with work.. this accting test coming up on thurs.. n i haven touch my book.. well tml.. is gonna be muggish day for me.. for my blog readers( if there is)... hope i can update u guys with my life soon! hahaz..

14/10/2005 11.46p.m.

22nd sep 06

2006-09-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

orh orh.. i kinda noe my blog is dying again.. but with my days filled up with lessons, tutorials, mugging, tuition and projects, i reeli haf no time to blog. basically, life has been summarised above, besides doing all those, i eat n slp. tt's all. my one week hols is here! but they call it a recess... which is a break.. but its a lie. giving u a break but assigning projects at the same time, doesn't it imply 'use ur week to clear ur projects'. hmmm to think i even tot of using this week to mug n catch up with my alot of undone reading on financial management n IT. boo! i think i am gonna flunk my yr end.

well.. 4 projects to be completed. haiX!! its a torture to even think of it.

actualli.. life has been busy.though most of the time i am buried with work n my busy schedule, i do think tt my frens n i r drifting apart. one thing i dun understand is, y is it so hard to get them out? i mean... who can be busier than me?? i haf 4 tuition kids now. n u guys?? read n tell me y u all so bloody busy. plus i am reeli pissed off.. u got time for ur bf, ur other frens, then me leh?? n u dun understand. suan le. i think i will juz reeeli stay at home n mug till te sem ends then maybe i got chance to go out n play.

BAH!! i wanna go kbox. its like thousand yrs since i went last time. kbox.. anyone???

22/09/06 9.28a.m.

8th Sep 2006

2006-09-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

haix.. this weekend is to mug.. mug for quiz.. i think i am gonna fail financial management.. sian!

alrighty.. busy with sch work n projects these few days.. reeeeellllliiii busy n tired.. so this entry shall be short n sweet

juz met jinquan for dinner.. still the same.. he toks alot.. n veri funny... nice to haf him ard

now i am gonna start mugging for accounting quiz. thick textbk beside me.

n juz read my bestie blog again.. for more detailed info.. well.. stupid idiot.. if u r reading this.. i love u n care bout u k.. so dun be sad.. dun despair too.. n i wun tink tt's crap tt u r typing.. its good to tell ppl how u feel.. k? love ya!!! we shall go kbox with bena yeong soon!

lastly, my greatest regret is.. i did not go to jp music junction to collect my beloved jay chou's cd. SAD! i will chiong there tml after giving tuition.. I SWEAR!

08/09/06 10.28p.m.

fish..

2006-08-26T11:07:00.000+08:00

this might look like a fish trying to change its swimming position
but this is how it swims... as compared to other normal fishes.. do u think this fish is okie?

okie... i noe i am quite boliao to post pictures of my dad's darling fishes.. but i cannot help but to be amused by how tt fish swims.. something is wrong with it.. definitely.. it has been swimming like this for a few days already.. up n down in this position.. ahhaz.. so kelian... but its funny.. this is not even backstroke.. to u call in up-down stroke? hahaz.. alright.. i gotta do my tutorial now.. left with 4 questions from accounting.. and i still haven touch Financial Management.. ARH!!!

26/08/2006 11.20a.m.

26th August 2006

2006-08-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

my gang.. minus tutu who cldnt make it tt day..
left over food... but i think we did finish them after tt.
our saviour... not them.. but the drinks in their hands.
alwayz stupid photos taken by us.. no matter wad.
looks nice? it juz taste alright onli..
uncooked food... in the process to be sent into our stomachs..

Alright... i noe it has been bloody long since i updated.. above are some pictures taken last saturday when my sec 2 class met for some BBQ gathering.. the same old ppl... most from my sec 4 class... alot din come.. so it was quite a failed 2/3 gathering but a successful good frens gathering.. at least i met up with rach, jupz n ely.. hahaz. busy toking bout uni life and our life ahead... and as usual... the guys toking bout army.. there came a time when xingsheng started shooting IQ questions.. they r quite chim to understand sia.. anyone who read this entry n is interested to noe the IQ question.. ask me when u see me.. its too difficult to explain here..

orh.. n my life in uni.. mug lo.. i hate IT and Financial Management. hai.. and i read textbks before my lesson everynight till 1am lo.. slpy everyday.. and my weekends are used for tutorials.. how sian... anyway.. jay's album can preorder le.. coming out on 8th Sep. hope it will be good.. kk.. i am gonna update another entry.. short one.. juz to show some stuff.. end this entry here..

26/08/2006 10.51a.m.

Happy National Day

2006-08-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

well.. camping at the changi airport yesterday was a great achievement for me.. coz i have not tahan any nights until day time without catching a wink. proud of myself.. as the above picture tells u, we gathered at the changi airport juz hoping tt we cld make it to send jiefang off.. okie.. silly me.. i tot i wld be able to control if no one cries, but when i saw jiefang's mum tearing, tears juz well up in my eyes, this natural motherly love touches me.. hmm... and i dun bear to let jiefang go.. but i am still happy for her.. coz she will be out there chasing after her dream and i noe she can make it.. JIEFANG!! ALL THE BEST.. AND I LOVE U!

Life wasn't very commendable for the 2 days in NTU. coz nothin much happened. My tutorial grp is quite okie.. nice ppl ard.. but still trying to find someone i can stick to. yes.. Minshan is still not independent. i need someone like a buddy.. LOLZz.. sometimes i do ask myself to grow up (mentally) but.. i can't. coz i juz cannot survive alone. Hope uni life is not tt boring as i tot it wld be.. !st lecture was on business law.. the topic puts me to slp, but the lecturer quite interesting la.. well.. going to watch national parade (not at kallang, on tv plz) soon. lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

09/08/06 6.20p.m.

1st of August

2006-08-01T10:32:00.000+08:00

The end of packing n tidying..
Where all my money goes..
all cds by Jay.. not counting the books yet.. ahhaz..

alrighty.. was supposed to post this entry after i packed my shelf n table yesterday night.. but there seemed to be some probs with blogger yesterday.. so cldn't post this.. so.. i table n shelf was like shit for a few months.. then i decided to clear all the unwanted stuff so i cld haf some space for my uni stuff as sch is starting soon.. lolz.. n while packing.. i saw my collection of jay chou's stuff.. cldn't help but to take a picture of my collection which i am proud of.. ahhaz.. coz i love him soo much yah.. and while packing.. i counted my possession of CDs which add up to more than a thousand dollars in all.. and i still have alot of cds in my drawers.. coz cannot fit into my shelf le.. ahhaz.. my god.. i spent so much money on cds n vcds.. so the picture of my shelf shows my money..

so i went to town with sookyee yesterday.. had lunch at jack's place.. its cheap leh.. got this lunch promotion.. u can haf a main course, soup, dessert n a drink.. hmm.. costs onli bout $9 plus after gst n service charge.. kk.. then we set out to look for bags! coz i need one big one for uni.. bought this bag at far east which i like a lot.. but my mum thinks its ugly.. ahhaz.. diff taste.. sookyee went to trim her eyebrows and we went home.. doing so few things.. but we spent a few hours in town.. took 174 back home.. long journey... but as long as theres someone with u.. the journey seemed to be shorter.. lolz.. going to chinatown soon.. to eat good food with my sis.. yeah! my mum will join us later.. muz enjoy myself for this whole week!!! but i need money to enjoy..

01/08/06 10.43 a.m.

fruitful day

2006-07-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. nice meeting with jiefang today.. she was early.. i tot she wld be late.. so she smsed me.. and tt time.. bus was turning into the boon lay interchange.. i saw tt area where mr peh lives.. so i replied "eh.. actualli can ask mr peh to meet us hor..." and jiefang didn't mind.. so when i met her outside OP.. i juz gave mr peh a call.. " eh.. mr peh.. u at home or not arh? wanna come JP meet me n jiefang.. " guess wad.. he was nice enuff to juz agreed straight away.. ahhaz...

so while waiting for mr peh.. jiefang n i walked aimlessly ard jp.. he reached in 10 mins time.. fast huh.. n he suggested to go fish n co for lunch.. n the waiter juz blabbered lotsa things regarding fish n co.. and said something like.. if u pay using the citibank card u can blah blah blah.. so mr peh went "yah.. i have citibank card" and jiefang n i juz exchanged similar face.. so yah.. mr peh paid for the lunch but we din eat alot.. so.. we din spend alot of this money.. had a long long chit-chatting session toking bout all sorts of topics.. school to working life.. hmmm.. he is definitely a nice teacher to tok to..

orh.. then he suggested driving us to ntu to juz enjoy the scenery.. ahhaz.. though not much scenery.. but when u haf nothin to do.. u dun mind sitting in a car being taken ard by someone who wanna teach u stuff.. and bring u to see things u haven seen when u r already 19 yrs old!!!
okie.. so he brought us to this secluded area in lim chu kang i think.. where there are old HDB flats in tt forest-like place.. n yah.. obviously no one was living there already.. but the old type of HDB flats.. they r unique and it had nv crossed my mind tt i cld eva see tt kinda HDB flats in my life.. ahhaz.. orh.. n they onli have like 5 or 6 blocks.. so the place was like super cosy.. like a small kampong.. we were saying then ppl living there muz be so close n united...

then we headed down to the end of lim chu kang rd.. to this place which looks like a small n run-down jetty.. and u can see Malaysia from there.. and worst of all.. there were stupid dogs ard... ahahz.. scary... so we got down the car to juz have a look.. ahhaz.. nice! the sun was good..

next.. he brought us down dunno wad rd which he say we were going to the woodlands direction i think.. to this signal place.. he says its the place where signals were sent to other countries.. and we receive signals from there too.. n guess wad.. there were onli metal towers and alot of wires onli.. n the wires are hung in a uniquely beautiful way.. hmmm.. seems like an educational trip hor?

lastly.. he brought us to TUAS to see wad.. hahaz.. incineration plants.. yah.. which i onli see in the textbooks.. so as he drove us down.. he was telling us.. the things u r gonna see on the side of the road are all the things contributed by the Economic Development BOard.. true.. alot of factories.. hahaz.. okie.. so after abit of getting lost n breaking the traffic rules.. we got to the incineration plants.. ahhaz.. n trust me.. they are gigantic.. ahhaz.. diff from wad u see from social studies textbooks. so this was our last stop.. and mr peh decided tt there are no more special places in the west.. so he sent us home .. so nice hor

and well.. during our way back.. we saw this nice bridge and jiefang said " i like bridges.." then mr peh asked " some ppl like bridges because the structures are beautiful but some ppl like bridges because of their significance.." so naturally we asked " wad significance? " the answer was .. " a bridge links 2 ends together.." i dunno y.. but i was struck by this.. i nv tot of it this way.. nice hor? i think i am gonna love bridges now.. ahhaz..

okie.. so today was a fruitful day on mr peh's nice n spacious car! we were damn lucky.. instead of yakking n toking nonsense in jp.. we got to noe and see so much in a day.. hope there are still chances next time.. tml gonna shop in town!! i need a bag to go to sch.. big one plz.

30/07/06 10.00p.m.

heelz...

2006-07-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

can anyone tell me does wearing heels n walking ard the whole day makes any part of ur body slimmer? so tt i can feel abit happier now.. though my feet is sooooo tired now.. haix.. went to junction 8 juz now.. to support my pri sch coz they got into the finals of the little entrepreneurs... they sold chocolate fondue.. spelt like tt? it looks weird.. my gosh.. my english is getting worse.. k.. so after tt.. went shopping for clothes.. as in ordinary clothes which cld be worn for my boring uni life.. yepz.. spent abit la.. orh. n i bought princess hours part 2.. hahaz.. gonna start watching again! coz some parts here n there nv watch.. yeah!! i am meeting jie fang for lunch tml.. no expensive stuff coz i am broke now! hahaz.. i shall control myself.

29/07/06 11.54p.m.

28th june 06

2006-07-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

well.. as all of u can see... i have been updating quite constantly.. coz i reeli got nothin to do.. ahahz... forced n left with no choice (coz i am the onli one slacking at home), i had to make a trip down to the synegry to change the stupid D-link adapter which is spoilt.. k.. got a brand new one.. and kat accompanied me there.. coz we met up for lunch.. lunch wasn't tt good.. quality of the food comes with the price..

so after our lunch.. i suggested to kat tt we shld walk to the synergy coz its juz 2 stops away from the bus interchange.. but tt lazy girl insisted tt we travel there by bus.. which results in many bus stops in btw... after settling the stupid D-link thingy.. she suggested tt we go n thread our eye brows at clementi.. n i asked her " pain or not huh?" she answered " no la.. not pain de" so i innocently believed her.. when the person was threading my eye brows.. i knew kat was lying! hahaz.. it is actually quite painful leh.. its all bout enduring.. i guessed if my sis go there.. she will cry lo..

okie.. i am glad tt i am gonna meet jiefang on sunday.. one day with something to do! cool... so i guess i am going town to shop for bags on monday with sookyee.. then tuesday.. i haven tot bout it.. maybe go out with my sis coz she ends work on monday.. wednesday.. i shall go n swim.. i wanna become darker.... thurs is reserved for some use.. friday .. someone ask me out on friday leh! and weekends.. i think i am gonna coop myself at home to replenish energy for the start of uni life.. which i am actually not looking forward to. alrightys.. hope my plan next week works out! =)

and jiefang is going off on national day.. to pursue her studies.. will miss her man...

28/07/06 7.59p.m.

my boring life..

2006-07-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

alrighty.. i am suffering from post work syndrome and pre uni syndrome.. coz i got nothin to do everyday.. i wake up every morning and the first thing i wanna think of is to plan my boring day so tt it wun turn out so boring.. but well.. the result is the same.. boring days..

so my day was considered quite disgusting.. and empty.. well.. i woke up quite late today.. went to a few banks n financial institutions today to settle some money problems with my mum.. went home.. slack ard.. watch tv.. went to sookyee's hse again.. for tt mere 1.5 hours coz she had to go n teach tuition.. so i went home to watch 100% entertainment.. the guests today are twins.. well.. wad happened to gillian? since when is she so fat? or is it her clothes.. but charlene is still so cute.. ahhaz.. while watching tv.. i tot of going out for a run to sweat.. was thinking i am so unfit and my muscles are aching probably coz of no blood circulation for 6 months? so i went for my first run after being so lazy for 6 months.. think i shld continue.. junxian was telling me go n run at least 3 times a week.. well.. i will TRY to fulfill it. ahahz..

hmmm.. life wasn't like the days i was working like hell.. coz i used to fall aslp veri early due to the fact tt i had to start work at 7am everyday.. but now.. i have been slping quite late.. not tt i turn in late.. it's juz tt when i lie on my bed.. i start to think of how uni life wld be.. i guess i am veri scared of a new environment.. and veri scared tt history will repeat.. i knew how it felt like to haf my frens all gone leaving me in an environment which i think everyone juz suck and i cannot click with them.. thinking of how many times i cried in SA when i was in JC1 coz i reeli hate sch.. not tt i dun like to study.. but i dun feel any warmth given by my classmates then.. so.. i am afraid tt will happen again. haix.. am i thinking too much? and going to study.. means i wun haf time to meet my good frens.. meeting up wld be like once in a blue moon.. i dun want this.. perhaps the onli thing i am happy is my bestest fren is going to NBS too.. so.. i shld feel lucky enough.

okie.. n i am going to kbox tml! yesh! again.. tt's my favourite pastime.. well.. this left me thinking.. wad shld i join in NTU? i dun wanna force myself to do things i dun like.. bloody hell.. n i cannot juz mug my 3 yrs away.. without joining anything.. coz i wld look like a mugger without life.. hmm.. wad shld i do? so much to do..

orh.. n i juz received a letter from NTU Nanyang Business School.. saying tt i had to report to this lecture hall by 8.30pm on 7th August... and as i scroll down.. the programmes for the day end at 6pm.. oh my god.. juz kill me.. i dun wish to stay in sch for the whole day juz to get to noe how the sch looks like.. as if showing us ard will guarantee we wun be lost in NBS. so.. i guess i wld hate my first day of school! hope i see familiar faces.

25/07/06 8.27p.m.

Princess Hours

2006-07-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

The above is the summary of wad i have been doing.. k.. those pictures are some promotional pictures taken for the korean drama named princess hours n in chinese, it's 宫 well well.. this show is bloody nice.. i swear.. n i am totally hooked coz of the storyline.. and the costumes.. and the bears.. k.. u guys will noe if u watch.. i am gonna rewatch it once i get the vcd!!! coz i missed out some parts.. anyway.. life is boring.. anyone.. ask me out plz!

22/07/06 5.10p.m.

16th july 2006

2006-07-16T15:28:00.000+08:00

me n junwei - he was one of my fav when i first joined.
this is huizhong, benedict n domenic (our handsome boy)

dom n ben are brothers btw

this is my pri 2 n pri 1 class.. minus all the naughty ones.
oh my fav .. chui fan. wil miss his malaysian accent.
this is notorious yida.
and yida's sis, xinying. i reeli love them. they look so alike right?
my another pri 1 class girls. will miss them. as promised, posted some of the pictures i took with my fav kids at the student care during my last few days. haix.. boring day today.. nothin much to do.. and i watching this korean drama called princess hours. is nice n funny. n hubert is buyin the first part for me.. yeah! so happy wor.

16/07/06 4.27p.m.

15th july 06

2006-07-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

alrightys.. here i come.. juz ended work yesterday.. chiong home to bathe n grab my stuff.. then straight to kathie's hse! yesh.. the gossipy gang went to kathie's hse to stay overnight n chat.. supposed to chat.. but i was the one who fell aslp the earliest. okiez.. so we walked a long long time from tt ulu busstop into her terrace hse (shld be).. n on the way in.. saw alot of big dogs.. n got reeli scared by their barkings.. n was laughed at by this owner of the big dog. so malu. alrights... homemade spaghetti with cheese! cool.. n its nice.. but i did nothin.. hahz!! too lazy.. the company of mengsy kathie yeanling jiesung n sharon was great.. food was great.. onli thing not great is no air-con when i slp.. okie.. i noe i am so spoilt... muz slp in air-con room. too bad k.. i am like tt. chat abit here n there n fell aslp.

this morning woke up at 7.15am.. no doubt, the earliest person to wake up.. then go n disturb all of them to wake up coz sharon gotta go n work at 9 plus. went to long john for breakfast which was ultra filling.. n yes.. to kbox... i love singing! n we cannot finish the food. ahhaz.. coz too full le.. but my voice veri sucky. coz of the cough for 2 weeks.. my throat is badly damaged. n i got mood swing right after kbox.. nothin to do.. then bad mood.. went to jp to walk ard alone! n i bought alot of things.. n spent alot also.. haix.. who??? go out with me.. n i wanna watch pirates of the caribbean.. someone.. plz volunteer to watch with me. plz!

orh.. i am supposed to upload the pictures i took with my dearest beloved kids at the student care during my last few days.. but the camera is with my sis now.. so! i cannot upload.. let u all see the cutie cutie kids i love next entry.. for now.. i need to go n download some songs to entertain myself.. orelse i will juz die rotting..

15/07/06 5.25p.m.

2006《就是俊杰》世界巡回演唱会

2006-06-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

okie. i juz woke up not long ago.. still thinking of the one of the best concerts i went to yesterday.. which was lin jun jie's concert.. he is damn good.. as in vocals, dance, piano, beat-boxing... cool.. so impressed.. i tot no one cld haf a better concert than david tao.. he proved me wrong wor.. concert started at ard 8.40pm.. ended at ard 11.25pm.. means.. his concert was a nearly 3 hr concert.. though $108 is quite ex... but his concert is worth it.. n sorry.. no pictures.. my seat is not very far from the stage.. but if wanna take pictures.. it will be quite small.. okie.. so the whole concert was bloody nice n funny.. coz he invited this dance teacher who alwayz choreograph dances for jolin jj and alot more artists.. hahaz.. he invited jin sha and ah du to be his star guests too.. but think jin sha sing not reeli nice.. ahahz.. coz her vocals not strong enuff.. hmmm... okiez.. i dunno how to elaborate but his concert is juz veri good la.. n he cried when he sang sa rang hae yo.. coz.. the concert ending ma.. then he also veri sad n thankful.. hmm.. wadeva it is.. i am overly high yesterday then now got sore throat n fever.. die le.. sianz.. going to ntu for some stupid medical check up tml.. n i am going alone! yucks! i am not independent..

25/06/06 10.38am

11th june 2006

2006-06-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

okie.. i went out to meet my class pplz in town yesterday.. went to sakae to eat our dinner.. soft shell crab is definitely still my fav.. a muz-order-to-eat food.. hahaz.. it was quite enjoyable taking lotsa pictures and behaving like women who din talk for centuries.. though not alot of ppl met up.. but still managed to catch up abit.. bishi joined late.. n i discovered i din take pictures with her during the short 15 mins i stayed back to at least talk to her.. BAH!!!!! after tt.. went down to sookyee's hse to watch soccer match.. coz its england u see.. and i stayed for the sweden match too.. to see handsome guys.. and wanted to watch the argentina match at 3am too.. but i ended up falling aslp coz i was way to tired.. at least i survived the first half of the match to see the 2 goals by argentina.. n they r reeli quite good.. alrights.. enough of my rubbish.. below are some pictures taken during the dinner.. i still have alot .. juz tt i am too lazy to post them on my blog.. hahaz.. paiseh arh.. enjoy seeing=)

tt was me before i set out to meet the A51 babes..

yeanling abby n fang er..
i look sucky with huangping beside me.. she is so hot!!

tt's kathie trying to act cute..
i simply love this picture.. fang er n shan er.. ahhahz
when there were onli 5 of us.. we had a photo taking marathon
surprise!! we bumped into mengsy at sakae.. so.. nothin cld stop us to take a pic

11/06/06 6.58pm

4th june 2006

2006-06-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

alrights.. this taiwan 偶像剧 was out last yr or the yr before last yr.. 格斗天王.. i juz gotta chance to watch it on youtube.. its hell nice.. maybe some ppl might not have same taste as me.. but this show is reeli nice.. the bad guy inside is bad but shuai.. hahaz.. see shuai ge makes me happy.. n i think wang ren fu acts well.. n the love story inside is sad.. hope no one dies inside.. coz tt girl already quite kelian..

okie.. went out today with sy n bena .. to celebrate bena's birthday.. which is tml.. n she spent a bomb.. but nvm.. she is rich.. ahhaz.. enjoyed ourselves.. took quite a number of pictures.. i am quite tired now.. the start of tml means hell.. n this sat i gotta work.. bloody shit.. ahahz.. hope the meet passes like a lightning.. i need lotsa rest n time to watch more episodes of the show on youtube.. plz upload faster. whoohoo.. world cup coming.. though not a soccer fan.. but will still watch selective matches..

9.53pm 04/06/06

1st June 2006

2006-06-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

heyo... shocked to see my blogging? alrights.. i din go n work today.. yesterday night.. i got my sure-will-get illness again.. bingo.. u got it right.. its gastric flu.. my long lost fren came to look for me after not visiting me for months.. idiot.. yesterday night.. i vomit till my stomach is in great pain.. felt like the first time i got gastric flu when i vomitted bile.. yucks.. tt bitter greenish thingy.. so it was quite serious actually.. tried to take some medicine but still.. vomit out all of them..

so.. i went to the 24-hr clinic with my dad holding my hand... makes me feel like a 7 or 8 year old little girl who still needs my parents to take care of me.. but anywayz.. i continued to vomit at the clinic n the doctor had to give me a jab.. i dunno how the jab works.. but it stops vomitting n allows me to eat my medicine without vomitting them out.. hahaz.. actualli i am given injections everytime i got gastric flu.. tell me.. how can i say goodbye to this illness.. coz it simply sucks big time...

okie.. i still dunno who is going ntu biz... let me noe someone i noe going there plz.. so i can haf a partner on the first day. PLEASE... coz i reeli dread the first day of uni..................... i dun wan! anywayz.. i am soooo sad... coz i took leave today.. so i haf to say goodbye to my full pay this month.. ARGH... angry! so even though i haf mc tml.. i will still go to work.. besides tml is the last day of the week.. i muz go n work!

7.58p.m. 01/06/06

30th may 2006

2006-05-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

dearest kathie
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!

sorry la.. i reeli tot i sms u at midnight.. my reception at the lower deck of the bed is veri poor.. so i think it wasnt sent out.. but i swear i got put alarm k.. lucky i discovered while deleting my sms.. forgive me la! u will right.. coz u noe i love u sooooo much.. ahahz.. i seldom leave such a big big corner in my entry for a person.. so u shld be pleased le ba?

anywayz.. working at the student care during the hols is a big big torture.. you can nv imagine the mental torture u have to endure listening to the screams n shouts of the kids about the tiniest thing they cld complain about.. and alot of things haf to be done by the teachers.. its not easy for 6 teachers to look after 100 over CRAZY kids...

okie.. i am damn tired now.. but quite happy coz i knocked off le.. n tml is pay day.. wad can be more rewarding than finally getting a full pay after working for 5 months.. coz.. every month i got take half day or one day off.. either i am sick or too tired tt i decide to slack at home.. but this month.. so proud of myself man.. hahaz... lets try the hols.. i think i will fall sick soon.. anywayz. haf to go n learn some lyrics of songs by lin jun jie... so i cld sing along with him during his concert on 24th june.. yeah!!!

n i am damn hungry now.. dinner time

7.20p.m. 30/6/06

26th may 2006

2006-05-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

alrighty.. start off by wishing chok happy birthday. ahhaz.. though he still quite mean to me despite the fact tt i requested him not to bully me anymore... muahahaz..

okie.. dearest ppl who still visit my blog.. i am sorry la.. i update fortnightly.. coz i am too lazy u see.. n recently.. i am hooked onto another taiwan ou xiang ju.. first... it was 'it started with a kiss' then now.. i watching 'mr. fighting' which is also known as ‘格斗天王’.. nice show.. but the bloody person upload till episode 8 onli coz.. she in sch camping.. sad.. and tt explains y i am here updating my blog.. coz i am too bored n have nothing to do..

tml going to celebrate kat n mengsy birthday... which is quite belated for mengsy.. but the thought of gathering tog is still so sweet.. but i am quite sick now.. losing my beautiful voice sooner or later. and if u ppl who are close to me sure noes tt my stomach cannot digest honey.. if i drink or eat honey.. i will be vomiting n running into toilets.. n will not be able to eat anything anymore.. n i go to the hospital.. hmmm. i juz risked my life 10 mins ago.. for drinking a spoonful of honey.. wonders wad will happen to me.. coz my throat is reeli sore n i have got flu.. n stupid block nose...

haix.. boys are alwayz inefficient.. wanna help them celebrate birthday but nothin is being planned yet.. L.M.A.O!!! u guys so busy meh.. okie.. they r reeli busy la.. like me.. but they reeli would not do anything until the last minute.. y r boys so not organised..

and anyway.. i got into nus FASS n NTU business.. accepted NTU business.. coz tt sounds nicer than FASS.. can someone i noe go to sch with me? plz! i hate changing environment.. i take a long time to warm up n get used to life.. so.. not reeli looking forward to uni life.. sianzZ!! anyway.. i am super tired now.. wanna slp man! n my mum ask me to wake up early tml.. to help her make rice dumplings.. i muz agree i like to eat them.. but y muz i wake up EARLY.. sat n sun are the only 2 days in a week for me to be pig.. though i still wake up quite early.. but still.. waking up naturally n waking up coz of the handphone alarm is still better..

anywayz.. life is getting bored.. n the thought of the kids' behaviours in the june hols is reeli terrible... wad i can tell myself is.. ENDURE!! well.. i think i can do it.. with sy n bena ard.. hee! and i am gonna buy hong jun yang's album tml!

17th may 06

2006-05-17T21:13:00.000+08:00

i have been slping at an average time at 8.45pm for the past few days.. wadeva.. call me pig or wad.. i am reeli tired.. slping can neva seem to be enough.. sad.. have been going out alot.. meeting frens from everywhere.. hahaz.. i juz met my long lost og2 on vesak by the way. sang alot of EL songs for the first time.. thanks to bishi.. for reviving our love for BSB.. ahhaz.. hmm .. my bestie gone to taiwan.. for one week.. hope she enjoys her hols! i also wanna go overseas! who go with me leh!?!?! going town tml wor.. to celebrate tzuyu's birthday! cool.. then i shall force them to go taiwan with me! i wanna go !!!!!

alrighty.. i stole the things below from jiesung.. think quite fun wor.. ahhaz..

Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of your head.Don't read the questions below until you write the names of all 20 people.

1) sookyee
2) alan
3) nigel
4) elyse
5) rachel
6) mingliang
7) tzuyu
8) julie
9) jiefang
10) jiesung
11) kathie
12) sharon
13) chok
14) edmund
15) yonghui
16) mengsy
17) bishi
18) bena
19) leliang
20) cherryn

Now for the questions:

#01 How did you meet 14? orh.. he was my table mate in sec 3 for half a year? hahaz
#02 What would you do if you never met 1? kill myself? ahhaz.. maybe.. coz i think she will be the only one who noes me inside out. ahahz.
#03 What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? tt will be quite impossible.. they r straight
#04 Did you ever like 19? like arh? dun think so la.. but i like his sense of humour.. coz u see.. no one can be as funny as he is..
#05 Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? hahaz! i dunno wor.. but they haf opposite characters. hahaz.. one extro one abit intro..
#06 Describe 3. he has an evil mouth.. one day neva suan me will die tt kind.. but he is veri nice la.. though he alwayz explains things to me as if i am an idiot. but he is still nice :)
#07 Do you think 8 is attractive? hmmm.. yeah.. artistically attractive.. she is unique in her way!
#08 Tell me something about 7. she is ultra chio but dao.. but she whines alot.. hahaz..
#09 Do you know any of 12's family? eh.. i onli noe she got 4 sisters wor.. they quite close..
#10 What's 8's favourite? doggie n her art materials.. n the mao gang lo.. hahahz
#11 What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? hahaz.. i think she already loves me.. muahahhaz
#12 What language does 15 speak? english n poor chinese.. ACS guy ma..
#13 Who is 9 goin out with? no one.. she is single n veri available.
#14 How old is 16 now? 19 and 2 days years old..
#15 When was the last time you talked to 13? on my birthday.. he came to celebrate along with the others..
#16 What's number 2's favourite band/singer? huh.. i not sure wor.. coz he dun reeli adore singers.. he juz listens to nice songs..
#17 Would you ever date 4? y not.. she always say she is a male.. but i think i am quite straight wor.
#18 Would you ever date 7? nono ... she is to good to be true.. ahhahz.. n i am not les!
#19 Is 15 single? yupz.. according to records.. he is..
#20 What's 10's last name? KOH JIE SUNG ( its sing sang sung tt sung wor...)
#21 Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? oh no no.. hahaz.. i dun wan..
#22 What school does 3 go to? huh.. he is in BMTC sch 1 now ba.. ahahz.. REcruit..
#23 Where does 6 live? jurong west lo.. a place i noe but i cannot possibly type out ba..
#24 What's your favourite thing about 5? she is feminine.. hahaz.. something which i lack horribly
#25 Have you seen 1 naked? hahaz.. no! though i think she dun mind letting me see.. we r too close le.. hor????

7th May

2006-05-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

ahahz.. juz discovered i have update anything on my birthday.. sorry arh.. abit lazy... but still.. wanna thank all those who were there to celebrate with me.. my bestie.. my sec sch frens.. my jc frenz.. ahhaz.. n their parents.. i got all the stuff i want le.. of coz happy la..

well.. May is the month i alwayz go broke.. lotsa ppl de birthday.. haix.. the month juz start only i already quite broke.. went to hubert's hse for his 21st bdae buffet.. the food quite nice sia.. hmm.. thinking back how we got to noe each other.. quite funny.. but he is reeli a great fren! so.. his gift was quite big too.. an adidas sunglasses.. sporty.. suits him.

currently.. i am madly into this taiwan ou xiang ju.. e zuo ju zhi wen.. LOLzz nice! i might go n buy the vcd then rewatch it again when i am free.. now i watching online.. ahhahaz.. but feeling not at all guilty.. LOLzz..

n my stomach is not too well.. i keep going to the toilet.. haix.. i swear i will not take any leave this month.. i want my full pay!

me?

2006-05-01T10:51:00.000+08:00

You Have Low Self Esteem 24% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

How is Your Self Esteem?

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are The Sun

You represent the best of life - vitality, success, and and truth.
You tend to have a strong, centered, balanced personality.
Inspiration and discovery are your fortes. You are very mentally strong.
A talented mind, you tend to excel at math, philosophy, and music.

Your fortune:

As well as you have done in the past, the future is going to be filled with more success.
A new creative project is coming your way. Feed it, and it will grow into something huge.
Great riches, recognition, prosperity, or happiness is coming your way.
And it's possible that a fantastic vacation, or a new baby, is coming sooner than you think.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.
You are best known for: your touch
Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

You Are 22% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

16th April

2006-04-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

life is boring.. though there was a long weekend.. okie.. i shld be contented for being able to stay at home for 3 days.. which is quite okie la.. i slp damn alot.. which resulted in more tiredness.. hahaz.. n i still wanna slp! i only realised now.. tt i reeli love to slp.. coz work is tiring.. plz.. time plz fly n i wan sch to reopen asap.. i wanna go back to study..

alright... i talked to this fren of mine.. about how i reeli feel bout his religion. which i tot was quite bullshit.. yes.. i used this word.. but i reeli dun wanna offend him.. i juz want him to get it.. get tt i wld not convert n believe in wad he believes in.. guessed i shld haf done tt ages ago.. now i think he fully understood me.. n my stand.. and he wun force me to do anything le. =)

anywayz.. my birthday is coming! hahaz.. so happie! i love to receive gifts.. anywayz.. i am currently addicted to those swordsman drama... think i might end up buying some of them in july.. to entertain me for 3 weeks before going back to become a full time student! seriously.. i am actualli looking forward to starting a new life in univerisity.. but at the same time.. i need old friends..haix.. too dependent on them le..

met up with chok n ml yesterday.. their stories are not reeli funny.. army stories sound more scary.. their ghost encounters or stories sure made my hair stand.. hahaz.. anyway.. i better spend less these 2 weeks.. coz my pocket will burn as my birthday comes nearer.. coz... meeting alot of ppl.. meet up means use money.. ahahz.. but i wld love being with my frens during my birthday.. ahhaz!

how can i make more money? haix...

9th april 2006

2006-04-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.. the pic beside was taken yesterday when the mao gang went out tog... at sentosa.. n i cannot believe wad we did at the beach.. omg.. we played soccer.. boo.. i still dun like it.. so guys.. dun get me to play soccer plz.. its tiring coz i am so unfit now.. but seriously.. i am not becoming heavier though i think i am eating alot .. so i think i shld reeli work till end of july.. coz... the more i stay at home.. the fatter i will get.. well.. i wld say the company of ely tutu rach n ju was great.. i still love them alot.. n we were saying... six was a good number.. but sadly.. joyce left us.. n now.. five is a good number.. n i quickly added.." and the number wld not change or become smaller.. " hmmm.. so.. hope it will stay like this even till we grow old. =)

orh.. i read jiefang's blog.. think its reeeli cool to type something bout ur frens in ur blog.. n when u look back.. it will be a sweet memory and all the little parts n periods in ur life will come gushing into ur brain.. yesh.. gushing.. but maybe let me write something bout jiefang first.. i dunno why.. i juz find her one of the most unique fren i have.. i mean.. i like her.. coz she is independent.. i find the qualities i dun haf on her.. she sort of plan wad to do n reeli go for it. but i am not.. i alwayz haf this n tt to pull me back.. i like to stay in my comfort zone n juz be happy there.. whereas she is one daring girl who will go for wad she wans. n i find talking to her is such a pleasant thing coz she will alwayz understand wad i am saying n sometimes.. share my sentiments... so.. probably one of the good thing which i found in SA was her. i juz noe.. if i were a guy.. i will fall in love with her.. ahhaz.. a girl who speaks her mind n have her own school of thoughts. she dun need one person to stick to.. she can survive independently.. tt's y i love her.. i still remember i was ever willing to share my notes with her.. n go n ask her to teach me econs mcq which i cannot understand.. she also tried to help me.. thanx alot man... hao ren you hao bao... so she did well in her studies.. which was her aim.. n i am happy for her..

orh.. n i am so tired now.. weekends pass like lightning.. haven slp enuff then have to work le.. but one good thing is.. long weekend coming.. singapore shld haf more public hols..

2nd April 2006

2006-04-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

went to meet my mao gang on April's fool.. nothing was funny... i felt quite sad when i reached home.. i tot i was quite useless.. as a fren... i dunno wad is happening to you.. we dun wanna noe wad happened.. we juz wanna see you.. juz need to noe tt u r fine.. or juz need to make ur day.... plz meet up with us.. because of you... i din catch too much slp.. i keep waking up.. thinking of how to get u out from the shell u r hiding in now.. plz let the past be gone.. u still haf us.. n we love you.

alrighty... i am quite sick now.. been running to the toilet alot.. coz of my monthly gastric problem.. boo.. this time its serious n i am trying to stop it from becoming worse.. coz there were 2 times i ended up in the hospital coz of gastric pain which worsened into gastric flu and continued to worsen into viral infection.... i dun wan! i hate to be sick.. i mean this sick.. coz i dun wanna take leave u see... and i am considering to work up till mid july... or even end of july.. coz school starts on 7th August.. i still haf one month plus to enjoy.. might as well work till end of july.. right? okie.. tt's abit money-minded but i dun give a shit bout it. coz i wan money. my stomach is churning again... stupid gastric problem.

25th March 2006

2006-03-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. as i was lying on my bed... trying to fall aslp yesterday night.. i tot to myself.. i am quite contented already. contented with life. i have my beloved mummy n daddy. i have my siblings. i have my good friends and of coz.. i haf found my best friend. i always tell myself.. in one's life.. if one can find a best friend.. who knows one inside out.. who realises one's mood.. who is always there for one.. who talks to one about everything under the sun (or the moon also can).. who reeli lives in one's heart. hmm.. i am contented coz i have already found one. tt's u.. cher sook yee. u noe wad.. maybe i nv eva tell u tt u r so important to me.. okie.. it sounds like i am reeli in love with u. muahahahahz.. but reeli.. no matter how much u and i have changed.. no matter where we go.. no matter how different our paths will be in the future.. no matter how different the two of us are and last but not least.. how stupid you r n how clever am i.. ahhaz.. i still love this friendship we built.

so. i haf my best fren.. i haf my family (though not a perfect one).. i haf many friends... i haf good results.. wad can i ask for. though sometimes i might think nothin is eva enuff.. but i guess.. as i grow up n become more mature.. i tend to learn to think of things beyond the surface. i learnt to appreciate good things.. though when i am reeli pissed off.. i am reeli blind n retarded .. as in i dunno how to calm down and think. but now.. i wanna remind myself constantly tt i already have alot.. so i shld not ask for more.. but learn to treasure them.

put in in simple words. i love growing up. and though the job i haf now is like a daily routine thingy. i reeli learnt alot. i noe how fortunate i am. i noe i am so much better off. i have a working brain. i have responsible parents. i get guidance as i grow up. i am showered with love n care from my family. i have so many friends whom i love. unlike some students at my workplace(though some r irritating), at such a young age, wad they have are problems at home which i dun haf. if i were them.. who will i be now? so.. everything is fine for me now..

muahahz.. i forgot the mention something.. i love myself too.

14th march 2006

2006-03-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

i tried already... u r happy in tt world of urs.. i cannot go in.. coz.. i do not like ur world.. so.. i wld rather stay in mine...

okie... 2 days haf passed! 2 days of full-blasting of children's voices... hmm.. pulled thru 2 days.. but i shld be lucky.. that horrible one din come! phew! alrights.. i like to bring them for outdoor activities.. coz time will pass veri fast. hee.. 3 more days to go..

well.. haven apply for university... still thinking thru.. i am scared to make mistakes.. there's no turning back wor.. haix.. actualli.. i worked for 2 months plus le.. its still quite okie la.. but thinking of another 3 months to go.. i feel like dying... working life is yucky! i wanna study!!!! orh.. i hope after i leave tt place.. some of my dearest kids( those i like onli) will come n ask me to give them tuition.. ahhaz.. then i can earn money

i am a lazy pig for the past weeks.. been slping at the time of 9.30pm almost everyday.. tt's bloody early. definitely no life.. but i discovered i love slping alot.. ahahz.. definitely my favourite pastime.. I WANNA GO OUT! but no one ask me out.. SIAN

9th march 06

2006-03-09T18:22:00.000+08:00

wad the hell.. i feel so disgusted by myself.. how cld i smile n say hi to ppl when i am in a fucking bad mood? that's bloody fake n definitely not me.. but i juz behaved in that way.. i am juz freaking tired of being the onli sensible n responsible kid at home.. y can't i juz blow on my top whenever i wan? y the hell do i haf to control my temper n stay calm? juz because i noe if i dun, there will be additonal problems.. coz my sisters will definitely quarrel at least once a week u see.. n once they start quarreling, all the bad stuff come out.. how the hell will u feel? i felt tt my family is sucky n they juz like to hurt each other..

well.. coz i am alwayz controlling, there will be a time when it's filled to the brim n i juz feel like breaking down. n this is the time. coz i am the sensible one at home, i need to uphold tt bloody image n role so there is at least one clear-headed child.. so my mum wun feel tt hurt coz she will think tt at least she haf one who can think.. tt's y i behave the way i reeli is in front of my frens. i am childish, demanding, petty, selfish, fierce n violent. i noe tt well. maybe i am juz attention seeking... but i need u ppl to be ard me.. n i alwayz tot u all will be there to understand me n tolerate my stupid attitude.. n of coz coax n pamper me.. now then i noe.. everyone is occupied with their own stuff.. they wun haf the time to come n make me happy all the time.. so maybe i juz need to coax myself n ask myself to forget it.. if i asks too much, i will be disturbing others.. so.. it's time for me to grow up huh.. now i will learn to shut up n not to bother others.

to continue with my foul mood as mentioned earlier.. i was feeling shitty yesterday already.. n i went offline coz i was feeling mad n sad, n i juz wanna slp! but again.. as usual, a stupid quarrel took place when i have juz fallen aslp... all the shouts n hurting words flying ard.. i heard them, but i am juz too tired to walk out n ask them to stop.. i am mentally tired. thinking back.. i am juz an escapist. trying to escape from all the shit stuff.. so ultimately, i din reeli slp well.. which led to a bloody bad headache today.. as i worked.. i feel more shitty, thinking of the bad things which happened in juz one night.. n today, i can be so suey to be nearly knocked down by a dumb bicycle.. stupid idiot!! i juz feel like yelling at the cyclist " u bloody asshole, can't u see i haf no eyes at the back? i cannot see u behind me k? n u bloody shit plz go n attach the bicycle bell to ur freaking cannot-make-it bicycle!" but i din.. coz i am again.. too tired...

it's overflowing already... i need to let some water flow out.. orelse it will be filled up again veri soon...

5th March 2006

2006-03-05T17:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. wheneva i tot u will be out of my life soon, u alwayz come back. y? juz let me get over you..

went out with sharon jieshan kathie mengsy to town yesterday.. to catch up of coz.. ages since we all meet up n bitch.. ahhaz.. i tot i will spend alot yesterday.. but.. onli 12 bucks la.. can la.. coz we went to ramen ten to eat.. nice leh.... i will go back again!!!

today.. was supposed to meet mingliang.. but ended up meeting with some guys from lmao tt gang... junyi was funny.. wondering how can he become a victim when he was so aggressive last time.. now he juz cannot outtalk ely n me.. talked to them lo.. as usual.. topics hovering ard courses to take n their army life.. but.. quite funny la.. nigel was irritating as usual... he juz loves to make fun of me... n gets nothin out of it.. hmphz..

okie.. wad i am thinking now is.. courses to take.. i think for nus, i will onli apply for arts n social sci.. to do econs.. nothin in nus interests me anymore.. then.. i will apply for communication studies n accountancy in ntu... hopefully i can pass the interview for comm studies.. if not .. i will juz do econs in nus ba.. juz put accountancy for fun.. ahahz... still thinking over it la.. maybe i wake up tml n feel like taking up business? maybe..

wondering shld i go out on next sunday? or juz get on with my own life? haix.....

3rd march 06

2006-03-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

wells.. its over.. the torture i have been lamenting about.. it was over the moment i took the results slip from mr ho........

recalling bout 1st march.. i went to work from early morning till 12.10pm.. then i went home for a shower.. hmm.. while waiting for sookyee's call to hop on to the taxi.. i was bout to worry to death......... then she called n say she cldnt get a cab.. from then onwards.. time passed so much faster.. i got on to the cab at bout 1.50pm at jurong.. that's ultra late.. but we managed to reach sch at 2.10.. ahahhaz.. then sort of dashed up to the hall.. n veri timely, the announcement bout jiefang being the top arts student.. i was reeli so happy for her.. clapped n went "whoohoo" hahaz.. JIEFANG!!! I AM SO PROUD OF U.. okie.. then abit more rubbish by the principal n she simpy ended with " okie, u all can go n collect ur results now" omg.. then i kinda think some of us juz dun wish to walk to mr ho.. ahhaz.. n mrs chia..ahhz.. but in the end we still did..

i was almost in tears when wanting was collecting her results.. i am truly scared at tt moment.. then when mr ho passed me the results slip... i din wanna take coz i am not prepared yet.. then i juz asked him "gd or not? " he smiled n said "quite good.." so i took it n turned it up.. i am pleasantly surprised by my GP.. which i onli managed to pass for once throughout my bloody JC life.. hahaz.. then looking at tt B3 .. i quickly look at the name.. yes .. its mine.. i got a B3??? i cannot believe it.. okie.. then i stared at the grades.. okie la.. its the results i muz obtain to be happy.. so i am happy.. though i tot it wld be better with an A for econs.. hmphz

okie.. then i tot of sumthing.. y zahrina nv give results??? so i went to ask mr ho.. ahhaz.. then he sort of explained she was sick tt kinda thingy.. n the HOD asked.. who taught A51 before.. n it so happened tt he was right in front.. so the HOD juz say " okie, dan ho, u give A51 the results.." felt glad to have mr ho to give me the results.. coz he is sort of my fav teacher in SA.. learnt alot from him.. n its reeli great to have him to pass me my achievements.. so.. its fated.. zahrina is juz not right to give us the results.. ahhaz.. tt's mean but i reeli prefer mr ho.............

alright.. lastly, i juz wanna say again.. fang er, i am so so so proud of u and i love u so much, love the times we pon geog tog in J1 , love the times we pon maths lecture, love the times we slack in the cafe, love the time we have P.E tog, love the time we slack in the reading room, love the times we eat during breaks tog n i do love A51 afterall la... i miss college life....

26th feb 06

2006-02-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

boring day... n its super hot today
haix.. i hate the sun..
i am deprived... of music..
i am scared... of results
i am sian diaoz.. of work
i am lost..

dunno y.. i felt veri lost today.. n aimless.. nothin to do.. i juz on the tv to watch anything tt's on tv.. tt's so despo.. desperate to haf stuff to do.. but.. wad a boring day with nothin to do...

it's confirmed 25th feb 06

2006-02-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

well.. it's confirmed... results coming out on 1st march.. quite scared.. thanx mr peh for the early information... coz i think i might be more scared if not informed earlier.. ahhaz. sharon was telling me her worries.. i understand.. well.. i am scared too..

looking at some pictures taken in SA... i tot i hated that sch alot.. but somehow.. i missed life there.. i missed life as a student, being able to slack, being able to chat with my frens in the cafe during all the long breaks, being able to have P.E (which i like), being able to pon maths lectures, being able to go out after sch, being able to do alot of stuff... hanging out with frens n classmates is not tt bad too... i missed life as a student alot... i dun like to work.. though i am richer than a student now..

going out soon.. guess toking to frens n catching up becomes so impt.. we nv knew its so hard to get tog again last time.. coz we talk to each other almost everyday.. imagine life as an adult next time.. u might not even haf time for family, let alone frens.. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... sad!

well.. i am going out soon.. i wanna pamper myself!

my worries 18th feb 2006

2006-02-18T21:24:00.001+08:00

juz last week.. i was feeling like shit.. reeli had nightmares bout Alvls.. i cannot stand it.. i dun wish to get it so fast last week.. but now.. i am sure i wanna noe my results the coming friday.. orh please.. asap plz.. the mental torment is reeli bad.. creating nightmares of my own.. reeli.. i believe wad i saw in the nightmares were my worries n it proves how frightened i am currently.. everytime ppl start to ask bout Alvls now.. my stomach feels weird.. i feel like vomiting as well.. i wonder during the results day, will i be running to the toilet frequently.. coz when i am nervous... everything in the stomach comes out..

i muz say.. i tried my best in every question i attempted.. i felt i did okie.. but who can be so confident to say he/she himself/herself will do super well.. i dun need excellent results.. i juz need something i deserve.. coz i reeli work so hard during my JC life.. gave up alot juz to study... i cannot imagine if i do badly.. can i take it.. coz nv in my life i reeli put in so much effort n time juz to study.. study is something so alien to me in pri n sec sch.. i hate studying.. nevertheless... i hope i can prepare myself for the worst.. everytime ppl tell me, or i keep telling myself.. dun hope for too much.. but i cannot.. i am juz a human being n wld haf dreams n hopes.. wad if i reeli cannot make it.. wad if... wad if.. many wad ifs... haix....

pplz.. as u can see.. i am reeli so stressed up... juz tt i dun reeli show it.. i can foresee myself running home to watch the news on monday.. i juz wanna hear the newscaster say "Alvls results release on friday, 24th feb" .. plz dun torture me anymore......

anyway.. my working hours change le.. from 7am to 5.30pm!~ i like going home earlier.

11th Feb 06

2006-02-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

the week passed too slowly n as usual.. i onli came online during the weekend.. maybe next time.. i will updae my blog once per week... better than nothin la... orh.. alot of albums coming out... means.. no money! haix... so sad... the thought of working till end of june sounds like earning alot of money.. but... but.. its boring... to do the same old things every week...

orh.. i kinda witnessed a bus accident near my place, at the rd junction near my hse yesterday.. thinking tt i might be on that 187 which was hit, i reeli understood how lucky i was.. i cld be on tt 187 if tt movie which i watched with bena started at 8.45pm... well pplz.. treasure life now.. coz u might not noe wad will happen or wad cld haf happened.. right? coz of tt.. i tot to myself.. i shld not regret wad i have done or asked.... or i shld reflect wad i shld have done n asked.. sounds abit like 'telling the right things' but its reeli true.. n they r my heart-felt words...

hmmm... my sis asked me go hongkong with her.. shld i? coz her own frens r going too.. i dun reeli like it.. it will be quite nice to have each other also ma... hmm.. consider consider.. but i will definitely go somewhere before i go to university... muahahahaz! thinking of where to go.. readers!!! any suggestions? hahaz..

i missed my nanhua frens... those in army and those working..

28th january 4.35 pm

2006-01-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

once again.. i announce tt i reeli noe my blog is dying.. sorry to those who faithfully come by n are hopeful to see somethin new here.. well.. my life is... not too bad la.. juz tt working sucks.. but staying at home sucks more... i wun noe how to rot... lolz... anyway.. i like my current job la.. can slack can work.. so.. its not tt bad...i kinda think the students at the centre (some of them) are reeli sooo cute.. but all those whom i reeli like are extremely naughty.. as in reeli reeli naughty.. they can be on ur nerves now but adorable a minute later... n i have to admit sumthin truthfully.. i am absolutely biased.. in a way tt... its sooo obvious tt sookyee n bena keep on nagging at tt..

hmm.. now.. get away from work stuff.. juz some things i wanna share bout.. after reading somebody's blog... there r times when u feel so empty n u juz wanna blog bout it n maybe share ur loneliness.. n those replies bout ' u r not alone' n ' i am here for u ' are juz stuff ppl will naturally say to u.. but are all frens reeli there when u need them? well.. some might reeli wan to share ur sadness, shoulder ur burden and help u.. i reeli thank those ppl ... but sometimes.. these ppl are not the ones u need.. i think.. most ppl will grow dependent on specific frens when we face problems.. so.. we naturally want them to be there.. haix.. that results in our loneliness when they r not there..

another thing i wanna mention.. some things in life which i juz discovered are not the way i originally think they were.. frenship can be vulnerable when we say wrong things.... frenship can be vulnerable when one person is changing too much at a fast speed n they become too sensitive bout comments from others which are not meant to be provoking.. hmm... i am learning n trying not to say the wrong things... but.. come to think of it.. we r good frens.. y shld i watch my mouth so much... u shld noe i am like tt n noe i din wanna provoke u or make u angry... its abit 'take it for granted' but true frens are like tt..

okie.. back to today... happy chinese new yr to all.. i love this new yr coz alot of hols.. hee hee.. so happie! can rest, take angbao n go meet frens! whoohoo... n update my blog before ppl dun wanna come liao... ahhaz..

n jiefang.. if u happen to see this.. i juz wanna let u noe.. u might feel lonely at times.. n i cannot promise u tt i am alwayz there for u... but as a fren... i hope for the best for u.. n want u to be happy. alright?

2nd jan 2006 12.50pm

2006-01-02T12:31:00.000+08:00

i noe my blog is kinda dead.. have been working since 14th dec... i did come online.. but too lazy to type any entries... k... summarise some impt stuff i did ba..besides working at tt lousy place.. ahhaz.. where company politics strives.. ahhaz.. which i hate.. i dun reeli like working as admin staff.. i din reeli learn alot of stuff.. n haf to be fake u see.. FAKE... dun like the person also muz smile.. yucks! abit disgusted..

k.. well.. as my parents went abroad during the hols.. i got sookyee n bena to come n pei me on 24th dec...n tzuyu rach n elyse to come on 25th.. tt's when the ddr craze start again.. wow.. reeli can lose weight jumping for hours.. enjoyeD!

30th went out again with julie ely tzuyu n rach.. ahhaz.. reeli had a fun time.. seriously.. we haven been sitting down n reeli talk bout our lives.. ahhaz.. then we went to suntec from holland village coz ely n tutu wanna go n look for jobs! ahahz.. orh.. then we remembered JJ wad having their prom there tt night.. so we set off to look for our frens there. got leliang, yonghui n terence to come out.. ahahz... not bad seeing them in their handsome outfit.. a diff look! hahaz..

n we went home lo.. still can do wad.. n yesh.. my admin job end le.. n i joined bena at the edu childcare centre she is working with sookyee.. great... can work with my best pals.. ahhaz.. i think i wun quit la.. considering the fact tt its super near.. a direct bus there...

cool.. thats my life in the past 3 weeks? ahhaz.. short n sweet.. n ya.. i spent my lousy new yr at home.. BOO! okie.. i juz watched final destination 2 .. rent it.. n yah.. its nice n gruesome.. haahz.. bout the death god .. oh man.. wad do u call a death god.. kk wadeva.. this girl had a premonition tt alot of ppl will die in a car crash.. n she din drive into the highway.. so.. alot of ppl on tt road escaped death.. but the death god returns to kill all of them lo.. i like scary movies.. ahahz..

k.. i am gonna watch alexander now.. nice? dunno.. i shall update after i watch it.. going out at night to k box with my og ppl.. whoohoo.. though a big hole in the pocket.. but i dun mind.. heeZz...

11th dec 2005 4.10pm

2005-12-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

ahahz.. in case ppl dunno... sumthin is wrong with the date n time of my entries.. so my title will be tt for the future entires..

anyway.. had a wonderful n veri tiring day yesterday... met up with yongsheng n julie to play badminton at clementi sports hall at 9 am... hubert was supposed to come.. but he got called back to the army last minute.. so left with 3 of us.. n julie came onli at 9.50am.. which meant tt she onli can play for 10 mins.. muahahz.. not punctual.. serves her right..

then.. we took bus to elyse's hse to meet her.. for lunch.. it was too early when we met her.. so we gotta go to the foodcourt at westmall first.. to spend time n idle ard until SAKAE SUSHI is opened at 11.30am.. muahahz.. anyway. i met leliang at westmall.. he told me he juz went for a swim with his sec sch fren.. who seriously look abit ah beng.. but nvm.. i was happy to see him... chatted for a while then i went back to tok to my frens.. then we went to sakae lo.. seriously.. i am quite broke.. so i onli eat bout $10 worth of stuff.. for sakae.. quite cheap le right? ... i assume..

then.. went to elyse hse... i wanted to stay overnight.. so i dragged julie to stay too.. muahahz.. but she left in the night.. we went to play badminton at the court near her hse again.. ahhaz.. fun.. n both of us tried the squatting down n jumping ard style of playing badminton.. ahhaz.. think no one can play as well as both of us.. n noe wad.. ely hse is a mini arcade..got all the arcade games sia.. crazy lo... played virtual cop with the gun.. yes.. its like the arcade.... which is the onli name of the many many games we played i remembered.. ahahz.. then.. got a bit bored.. so i sms alan to come over too.. n terence chok songkiu came too.. we played uno.. yes..that lame game for many hours before drifting to slp ard 4 am plus..

we were all so tired when we woke up la.. i woke up at ard 9am.. the others still lazing ard... some slping.. then managed to get them up.. coz i din wanna get home too late.. we went to eat lunch tog.. n headed home... i tot i was going to slp.. as in reeli lay unconscious on the bed for many hours.. but still.. on this pleasant afternoon.. i haven even touch my bed at all since i came back.. brought back vcds to watch.. n i watched WINDSTRUCK again.. i dunno its me . or the movie.. like last time i watched in the movie theatre.. i cried .. quite alot.. hahaz.. i think its super sad lo... but i like it alot.. shld i watch again? haha.. think i am gonna watch mr n mrs smith tml.. waste some of my time..

gotta go n slp now.. my eyes are half open now.. eh.. half close also can la..

boring days

2005-12-09T11:06:00.000+08:00

damn it.. i am retyping this entry... coz the comp siao juz now.. suddenly blank.. n i din save the entry.. argh

k.. i shall repeat.. i am addicted to reading harry potter recently.. juz finished the 5th book n i am gonna start the 6th soon.. later. .. juz toked t0 elyse.. she taking up driving too.. we r gonna go n register to take the test later.. tog.. with eugene.. who is highly interested too.. ahhaz...

might go bowling with ely later.. depends.. coz i am super broke..plus i am intending to take up driving lessons.. so... my savings will be depleted... juz like the available natural resources.. hahaz.. yeah.. working soon.. so.. savings might increase in the long run .. hope it will be back to the original amount.. i am also taking over my sis tuition.. a pri 6 kid n a sec 4 girl.. hahaz.. 400 a month.. the sec 4 girl only takes Emaths.. ahahz.. hope i can slack slack teach.. coz no need use brain too much.. ahhaz.. sounds so irresponsible hor.. no lo.. i will do my best to help them get good results wor.. since its their impt yr.. so my monthly salary will be.. okie la.. enuff to make myself happie...

DRIVING!!! i am quite excited n scared.. but nvm.. anywayz.. i think i reeli gonna study econs in university.. hahaz.. thinking of joining the police force.. its cool right..dun laugh k.. i think its a cool job.. muahahahaz..

ALAN LIM!! .. are u reading.. tag me k.. since u wanna read n i gave u the add! anywayz.. i wan my small tiny gift from korea!! hear tt... n stop bullying me hor.. u bad person :)

anyway.. i dunno y i cannot change the date n time of the post.. i typed this on 9th dec at 12 noon

the few chalets

2005-12-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

well.. this entry gonna be super long.. hahaz.. bear with me.. on the 1st dec.. went to chinese society's chalet.. when we reached.. we were lying n lazing ard.. on the bed.. dunno wad to do.. then we decided to go out of the chalet at coasta sands to eat dinner (finally)... n went to arcade to play.. the arcade is for young kids de lo.. but since we nothin to do.. juz go in n waste time.. n of coz money.. then went back to the chalet.. watch tv etc.. din wanna go out de..coz got headache... they ask me go play with them.. so gotta do so.. after tt.. we drank some alcohol n slp of coz.. next day.. as requested by pris.. went to escape theme park.. yucks.. i swear i wun go again.. i was already crying on the first ride.. firstly.. coz i get giddy easily after a few turns.. 2ndly.. my fear of height is a serious one.. so.. i puke n cry juz like i had expected earlier.. anyway.. that was the day the 2 girls fell from the roller coaster ride.. orh.. i din try alot of stuff after tt.. went for lunch n back to the chalet coz have to leave for my class chalet at changi

juz as planned.. met up with several ppl to buy the bbq food for A51's gathering.. it was fun buying food tog.. n of coz.. we bought a bit too much.. plus the many many chicken wings mengsy's mum prepared.. we din finish the food.. i muz comment.. this is the first bbq i went which i think the chicken wings turn out to be the most tasty ones.. ahahz.. well done A51 girls.. n not to forget mr peh la.. he was warmly invited to our chalet.. n he bought bananas n choc to prepare banana choc for us to eat.. well.. its nice.. but i dunno who invented the marshmellow choc which turned out to be alot nicer.. muahahaz.. i muz say A51 had a great time tog.. sad to say.. y did we become more united n close when everything is ending.. i certainly hope we can haf more of such gatherings next time..

orh well.. after out bbq.. we watched vcds brought by mensy to kill time while others slpt chat or played some card games.. when finally.. suggested by alvin or dunno who.. we took a walk to old changi hospital.. accompanied by our teacher mr peh... when we were juz a few steps away from the hospital.. some decided to go in to explore.. while yeanling mengsy sharon n meiping din want to.. so mr peh walked them down n we proceeded nearer n waited for mr peh to be back.. well.. i muz mention this.. my brain is telling me not to go in.. its like 'are u mad.. crazy lo..dun go in la'.. but at the same time.. my heart.. as in myself la.. i reelli wanted to try .. to go in with my frens.. since there are a few who want to go in.. y not right.. plus there's mr peh.. so theres nothin to b afraid of right.. hahaz.. but i am still afraid la.. we went in when mr peh is back.. who offered to be the last.. n it kinda gave me a sense of security.. hahaz.. the explore lasted for a short while coz i dun reeli wish to go to the 2nd level or wad.. its enuff to step into tt building le.. hahaz. so we left by the back.. led by mr peh who claimed to noe tt place quite well...

after that old changi hospital visit.. we walked to changi village to see.. u noe wad la.. transexuals.. well.. they haf great bodies.. but i juz cannot stand it once they open their mouth to tok.. its funny.. voice n body dun match.. n i dunno to call them a HE or a SHE.. rather confused.. but we did had a great time.. its a memorable chalet n gathering i supposed.. we went back to the chalet.. continued with wad we last did.. n at bout 4 am plus.. i cannot take it.. drop dead on the bed in the room.. woke up at bout 6 am.. n mr peh was ready to leave.. as usual.. this nice teacher send me jiefang sharon huangping n leon home.. thanx to him alot.. he was soo tired.. coz i was the last to drop off.. i cld see his eyes close wheneva there was a red light.. hmm..

lastly.. on the 4th of dec.. wad i have been waiting for.. hahaz.. my lst 3 mths OG2 gathering at the chalet too.. muahahz.. miss them so much.. met to buy food too.. but thinking of the probability that we cannot finish the food.. we bought veri veri few stuff to bbq.. n in the end we still cannot finish the food.. chicken wings!! theres juz too many chicken wings.. orh.. halfway thru.. some went to watch the star awards.. which i think is quite a flop.. hmm.. some stayed outside to bbq.. when i went out.. onli left with a bit of marshmellow.. then i did a 'eh hrmz!" then leliang got wad i meant n fed me with that whole spoonful of choc marshmellow.. sooo nice of him.. then peiyi followed wad i did.. n leliang din wanna give him.. but fed him in the end too la.. juz playing a while.. like wad mengsy said.. we started the 'its all in the genes' thingy n it was getting out of hand when everything is related to genes.. but its funny.. hahz.. its such a happy gathering tt i wld nv forget.. love those ppl all.. n not to forget our eugene who cannot make it due to work.. hmm.. so kelian.. hope we will haf more of such outings n he can join us!

in the end.. onli me n leliang intended to stay.. so we decided not to stay overnight in the end.. coz.. its a bit funny huh.. all of us went back tog.. the journey was supposed to be long.. but we kinda reach the west side so fast.. beautiful moments pass easily n juz by a twitch of the eye.. yuekai aka laoda was the first to leave the train .. he is going into army on the 9th dec.. when he left the train.. i dunno how the others felt.. but i was certainly affected by an unexplainable feeling.. a feeling close to a losing a good fren.. i wil haf to admit.. i dunno when we cld come tog again.. hmm.. sad.. juz hope og2 stays like tt foreva.. we can stay like this for 2 yrs.. we can be like this for many yrs down the road.. i believe

below are 2 photos taken during the 2 gatherings.. abit too lil coz i din bring my camera during the class chalet.. hahaz.. paiseh.. tt's all i haf

its us

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from left: sharon bishi mengy me!

my OG2

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1st row (from left): cherryn bishi me mengsy 2nd row (from left): leliang yuekai tucksin danny 3rd row: peiyi

pissed off

2005-11-28T04:50:00.000+08:00

as wad mengsy mentioned... my entry remains the same wheneva she comes in.. paiseh la.. i was quit busy actualli... watching movies n vcds.. went out with mengsy sharon kat jieshan yesterday.. we dote on jieshan too much... wad a nice n pretty present we gave her which burnt a big hole in out pocket.. but its okie.. one yr once onli ma.. hor....

ely supposed to come to try some gowns of my sis for her prom which she dun reeli wanna spend alot on.. but... k... a lot of complicated stuff yesterday.. n we ended up watching harry potter veri early yesterday... hmm.. the movie.. was... okie.. not tt bad.. but i think the book was much better.. n quite alot of stuff missing n some changed.. which i do not reeli like... but anyway.. its not easy to squeeze a book which has so much content into a 2.5 h movie.. so.. i think not tt bad le la..

so.. i finally fulfilled my dream to watch harry potter.. yeah! sooo happie.. n btw... so angry n pissed off by my mum juz now.. she is in a bad mood today.. first.. she scolded me when she was throwing n pouring some leftover food from yesterday.. she said... coz i went out.. so we haf to waste food.. i was like.. huh! i remembered i got eat lo.. a decent plate of wadeva she cooked.. n din finish is my fault.. crazy.. then nvm... i din say anything.. juz pissed off... after tt .. she scold me y i so long still haven go n work... ( coz i told her i saw my sec sch frens working at jp ) then i was like.. hello.. i told ya i haf to go for chalet from 1st dec to 5th dec... how can start work now n tell my boss.. sorry.. i break one week then come back again.. n hello again.. my sec sch frens they all work as that every yr during this time ( the christmas season ) after tt.. they will be out of job lo.. walao... then i argued.... she angry n scold more.. CRAZY mum i haf... wadeva lo.. my exams only finished 11 days leh.. wan me do n work so fast.. i haven even enjoy la!

but wadeva it is .. my mood today is lousy.. staying at home.. going to call my employer-to-be later.. n ask whether i can work one week then take leave for one week... to make my mum happier so she see that it is crazy to do so... my employer will kill me... i am sure of tt.. hahaz..

sian! wad shld i do now.. let me go n read my harry potter again since theres nothin to do.. ANGRY N PISSED OFF

freedom

2005-11-21T12:38:00.000+08:00

oopz. mengsy.. i am sorrie.. coz i became sooooo free.. that i got no time to come online... basically guys.. i am veri busy n free.. u noe y? free coz i got nothin else to do.. i mean studying.. coz A lvls over le.. busy coz.. i am like watching vcd everyday... then... read my harry potter... n not to forget.. my new hobby (which comes back every hol), that is.. jigsaw puzzle.. so proud of myself.. i started a 1000 piece one at 8 plus yesterday night... went to slp ard 1am.. woke up ard 7 am.. n continue to make till 9 am this morning... n yah.. i finished it.. count count count... juz bout 7 hrs i finished a 1000 piece jigsaw.. will u be proud if u were me.. hahaz.. wadeva.. its not a great thing afterall.. but my reading is slow.. i havent finish my harry potter after starting like few days ago.. lousy reader i am.. n yah.. kat promised me some vcds n i think i will be more busy watching tv.. to my horror.. i havent watched harry potter n the goblet of fire.. haix.. will catch it next week.. i swear... orh ya... going k box with my A51 frens n kathie of coz... love them! some will meet us for dinner i supposed.. hahaz.. good day tml.. coz can sing! i love singing... hmmm.. but after not joining choir.. .my voice is abit not tt great le... but its still nice i think.. muahhahaz.. too thick skin le.. wadeva... well... i am gonna start working during mid dec.. going broke....

2 more days so freedom

2005-11-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i am too bored now.. so... its time to leave some comments here.. i am quite done with econs actually.. n i hope to sit for paper 3 now! ahhaz.. k.. let me explain y i am bored.. coz my bro went to thailand on a sch trip.... haix.. now i am slacking.. coz the thought to go n read econs again juz puts my off... think i might not do well.. coz .. i din reeli mug tooo hard for it.. n i spot questions la! hahaz. my comp is finally okie le! yeah! n got this wireless connection.. but i dun reeli care.. as long as the comp is working.. hmmm.. left with econs paper 3 tml n paper 1 n 2 on wed.. and.. i am gonna jump n dance out of the sch! ahhaz.... well.. i am gonna go n write some essays now.. orelse.. i will reeli not do well for econs.. hee heez.. good luck to all pplz still taking exams.. (obviously) hahahz.. tc n dun fall sick!

their artwork

2005-10-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

went to njc juz now after my tuition coz i received an invitation from rachel n julie to their art exhibition... i was quite amazed.. though i din noe how to appreciate... but its super nice.. how can any human being do tt.. too artistic.. n yesh.. preetttyyy.. most importantly.. my mao gang is gathered together again.. n some photos below to show. had a great time.. though tiring.. happy!

in the midde of julie's work

2005-10-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

ah mao n tutu

her work is nice..

2005-10-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

we are lookin at rachel's work!

rachel drew this!

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she said " somtimes, looking at ppl's back will depicts more than looking them in the face"

mao gang

2005-10-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

tzuyu, julie, elyse, rachel n me.

.about me.

2005-10-16T09:45:00.000+08:00

***My Birthdate: April 29***

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature.

You are imaginative and creative,

but rather uncomfortable in the business world.

You are very aware and sensitive,

with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities.
The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers

which often produces much nervous tension.

This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer.

You do, however, work very well with people.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

http://blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

my P.E teacher hohoho.. ahhaz..

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my very veri nice P.E teacher - Mr Ho

that's us with econs teacher..

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A51 n Mr Peh

good frens behave in weird ways

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of coz.. i cannot leave out this crazy shit.. low ying tze

my favourites..

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bibi me and ah fang!

sailing girl n me...

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abby n me

my pretty mengsy...

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mengsy n me

simply love these 2 girls... coz they can be quite crazy..

2005-10-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

that's jiefang tracy n ME!

last day in SA

2005-10-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

hmm.. coz its the last day.. muz go to sch la.. besides.. i quite admit tt i am onli juz starting to like the class more n more.. why? n this is like the time when sch ends.. i think i need more time to reeli get used.. but unfortunately, there's not much time left... hope the class can still gather n joke ard..
here's some stuff delicated to each n everyone of them.

mengsy: i am glad to haf u ard in jj lst 3 months, in OG 2, in SA 04A51. i am glad to listen to u
Abby: u have been a veri nice class rep n of coz my freaking cheery classmate. love ya.
tracy: u lame n crazy girl.. going veri hay-wired with jiefang.. i love u... Hi5!
sharon: my toilet partner... super ai4 mei3.. but who isnt.. so.. jia you in wadeva in u do
meiping: u look reeli cool.. but u are warm. hahaz.. nice to haf u ard
yeanling: thanx for all ur lame stuff. that cheered up the class definitely
peiwen: will miss the times we go sch tog.. yakking away bout the stupid CLA tests.. =)
jiefang: always there for me.. thanx lot.. i love ya!=) fight for ur goals in life!
huangping: our class baby.. speak like a little girl n everyone dotes on u. keep on smiling!
bishi: to haf u in 0G2 and A51 was great coz alot to relate too.. n the times we go home tog.. tc!
shuying: u r the ultra crazy jap wannabe right.. ahhaz.. stay funky n super funnie!
wanting: greedy eater but nv gets fat.. wonderful dancer n pretty..

hahaz.. paiseh.. din write bout the guys coz they wun see anyway la.. =)

life after prelim

2005-09-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

ahahz.. life after prelim.. wad kinda life can it be?
i am totally slacking everyday..
my everyday.. yes.. EVERY DAY.. is so packed..
coz i am meeting a whole lot of frens like from everywhere...
but i am happie..
exams juz ended on monday..
went to town after tt...
then tues.. went to sing kbox with ml n ed.. quite funnie...
today.. went to sch! so boring..
i am ponning tml! yeah!
n going to sing kox with my sis from 11am to 2pm
then go home rest..
bring PRIDE vcd to elyse hse..
n watch with her.. n maybe yongsheng n julie
then.. stay overnight at her hse..
go sch the next day.. ahhaz.. her dad fetching!!!! so good..
friday get maths result... sian.. but the good thing is..
meeting my first 3 months jj OG2.. muahahaz..
i miss them so much..
sat hor.. eat dim sum with my sis.. then rot at home.. ahhaz
sunday meeting hubert, julie, wenwei, elyse n yongsheng..
mauahahz.. i feel so energised!
coz i am meeting so many of them!
but next week i shall start mugging..
coz i am so shocked there are like ppl who started mugging right after prelim
tt is quite mad..
n i cannot juz slack..
ahhaz..
k..
end

minshan n junyang

2005-08-26T04:42:00.000+08:00

me n junyang

superstar

2005-08-26T04:41:00.000+08:00

junyang~

the lousy results

2005-08-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

ahahz.. my title was refering to the results of project superstar.. argh.. how can kelvin get in.. dun u think tt he can onli sing some kinds of songs.. es. those without high notes.. coz when he tries to hit the notes.. he wun show his flaw.. how can a superstar onli be able to sing certain types of songs onli.. i am not trying to be mean but he is unable to do alot of things.. dance? make eye contacts with audience? n his voice is reeli the same for every song like wad lee wei song said before.. is this the kind of superstar we wan? wad do we wan eventually.. come on.. face the truth tt the whole big thing behind this was to discover capable ppl to be marketed in the music industry which is not singapore but taiwan... u need to become popular there in order to be famous or do well in ur career.. is this the superstar singapore wants other ppl from taiwan to see? it will be a joke to them.. reeli.. sometimes we haf to be ermz.. practical.. are we gonna send him high high up into the sky n then when he is reeli crowned the winner n discover that he is not marketable n will not be popular.. it will be more mean n evil than kicking him out at least from the start of the semi-finals.

yah.. i am a fan of junyang n i am not saying this coz i think kelvin sucks or wad.. juz tt i feel that the whole system is unfair.. not transparent and are we reeli tt blind tt we cannot see someone much more capable to sing n everything.. i tot it was quite obvious which guy will make it to the grandfinals.. hmmm.. but the truth is.. those supporters are quite blind.

orh yah.. close fight btw kelly n xinhui.. xinhui sang better than kelly. i supported both.. so.. ahahz. who goes in is alright to me.. maybe kelly will be a better choice coz she is prettier, taller n looks more marketable lah.. ahhaz..

all in all.. totally disappointed with the results.. haix.. i hope weilian wun win.. coz he dun reeli deserve to be the male winner.. think other contestants like derrick n leon sang better than him.. juz tt they are unlucky...

today had been quite torturing.. imagine doing econs from yesterday nite till 15 mins ago.. oh man.. totally have no time to study.. even if i wanna settle down n study now.. i am too tired to do so le.. sorrie all.. guess i wun be updating my blog from this entry till prelim ends which is 19th sep.. hahaz.. good luck to all.. focus n study hard.. all the best!

clap clap for the first celebration of jurong clan.. haha

2005-08-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

yay! juz back home after nice dinner with the jurong clan.. everyone was present coz of somebody's big big day! yesh.. my dear pri one fren till now... weizhong's birthday... not today.. a few days later.. but we kinda celebrate earlier coz xiang, me, sy and bena will be having exams real soon..

went to jp's swensens.. the guys are quite indecisive nowadays... the girls haf to decide wad to do, where to meet n wad to eat.. haix... the world kinda changed.. but nvm.. we did enjoyed ourselves today.. this is the first time we celebrated somebody's birthday outside.. n yah.. weizhong was the entertainer of the night..

veri funny.. all that was from him were funny.. hahaz. the ultimate was.. he needed a fork.. but the basket dun haf le.. so haf to ask from the waiteress.. he said " can i haf a fockZz?" which sounds like "can i haf a fox?" ahahz.. shldnt laugh at him la.. coz all along.. he cannot reeli articulate the words properly.. but we burst into laughter.. n hahaz.. the waitress was from his sec sch... he was quite paiseh.. ahhaaz...

so.. juz for laughter.. enjoyed my day today.. heez..

national day

2005-08-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

today is such a bad day for me.. soooooo tired n lethargic... juz cannot seem to do anything.. but i finished econs mcq n drq for tutorial.. but it was badly done i supposed.. i dun care lah.. as long as i can finish can le...

went for my afternoon run as usual.. i am trying to lose weight yah... too fat le.. n i am determined this time coz of some reasons.... so.. maybe ppl.. see me 2 yrs later.. u might get a shock.. hahaz.. i hope lah... orhz anyway.. today is so miserable coz i got 3 ulcers in my mouth.. concentrated at the same area.. n the most stupid thing was.. the ulcers developed from bites from my teeth.. hahaz.. when i was too bored n playing with my lips, tongue and teeth.. n yesh.. so unfortunately.. i bit myself lor.. n now.. i cannot even tok properly n my food intake is super low today coz they are bloody painful.. i juz keep drinking!

trying to get some cla stuff into my head.. but.. juz can't.. sooo tired lor! yah.. mingliang called n ask me go kbox with him, junyi, wanhui and probably minqi.. ahahz.. the combination abit weird leh... i will go if minqi got go lah. onli girl is so qi2 guai4... so hungry now.. coz i eat too little le.. stupid ulcers.. its torturing man........

no one is toking to me on msn now.. argh... so sian.. but i juz wanna stay online.. prelim is coming... i think i am so stressed up now... when my neighbour ask me maths.. n if i get stucked... i will feel damn stressed up.... not enuff time to study! how to clear prelim...

yah.. happy birthday to singapore.. hahahahahz..

my mood...

2005-08-03T08:32:00.000+08:00

很想你

你在那里这些年来如意不如意
还快乐还单纯还美丽时光如何对你

我在这里人海中一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毀了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗 woo...
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人只能叹息都不是你

我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有曾经怀疑我说我会忘记
只是种好意都不是你
我只想爱你

i reeli love this song.. so sad... orh.. anyway.. down with gastric flu again.. sucks right.. but nvm.. din go sch today.. missed my fav econs tutorial for teh veri first time.. haix.. n there are lotsa homework lorz.. gp compre, cla essay and econs essay outline.. argh! tml still got maths test.. haix.. kill me..

addicted to superstar

2005-07-31T14:08:00.000+08:00

heehee.. here to share bout my addiction to project superstar.. as compared to singapore idol.. its soooo much better lor..probably is coz i am more erm... well-versed with chinese pop.. n can reeli understand wad the judges say.. the singing techniques.. hahaz.. coz from choir mah.. then reeli can learn some stuff de...

anywayz.. my fav is like ermz.. hong jun yang for the male contestant.. and female one is obviously kelly poon... i like that derrick ho too lah.. now listening to their songs in all their competition.. nicE! ahahz... junyang reeli sings like lin jun jie.. or yah.. he was from nanhua n SA.. hahahahz.. cool! juz like me... but he not from rulang.. he from yuhua pri.. hahaz..

Name 姓名: Hong Jun Yang 洪俊扬
Date of Birth 出生日期: 17/08/1981
Age 年龄: 23
Horoscope 星座: Leo 狮子座
Blood Type 血型: A+
Nationality 国籍: Singaporean 新加坡
Height 身高: 167cmWeight
体重: 56kg

Name 姓名: Poon Kar Lai Kelly 潘嘉丽
Date of Birth 出生日期: 11/07/1983
Age 年龄: 22
Horoscope 星座: Cancer 巨蟹座
Blood Type 血型: O+
Nationality 国籍: Singaporean 新加坡
Height 身高: 160cm
Weight 体重: 46kg

Name 姓名: Hoh Wei Jian 何维健
Date of Birth 出生日期: 17/09/1985
Age 年龄: 19
Horoscope 星座: Virgo 处女座
Blood Type 血型: A+
Nationality 国籍: Singaporean 新加坡
Height 身高: 165.5cm
Weight 体重: 50kg

i noe this is kinda mad.. ahhaz.. but nvm lah.. put for fun...

happy happy

2005-07-21T21:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm... was in a happy mood from yesterday till now.. despite the fact that i shld be having mood swings coz of u-noe-wad... hope ppl who are pissed off or angry or disappointed in my class will kinda cheer up.. sorrie.. i reeli swear with everythin tt i din noe u guys wanted to go rapture as a class.. sorrie for the disappointment.. reeli...

anywayz... back to my happy mood.. reason for it was.. "minshan did quite well for case study this time.." this sentence, which came out from one of my favourite teacher in SA.. ahhaz.. n that is my econs teacher, Mr Peh. then when i get back my paper.. hahaz.. onli get 12/22 lah.. then i was kinda... " huh... like tt call well meh?" but then i came to realise the truth is.. onli 3 ppl passed the case study.. others flunk.. yah.. so.. maybe passing case study is kinda hard.. so 12 marks is not tt bad afterall..

maybe some ppl cannot understand why i am happie.. now i tell u.. i am a veri practical person n ahahz.. i somehow love praises.. who don't? n praises which came from a teacher whom i respect n admire n learnt alot from.. tt's like one of the best encouragement i've heard eva since young.. es. my econs is juz so-so... not doing well in it.. but i swear i did work hard n study hard for it.. so.. this encouragement from mr peh is quite a morale booster for me.. i will study hard for sure.. for myself n for ppl who showed care n concern towards me.

it's kinda ironical when i say i kinda dun reeli like life in SA.. but met many nice, helpful, caring etc teachers... mr peh. mr ho, miss ng, etc.. lolz..

anywayz.. that's all bout my happie life now.. happily preparing myself for prelim.. ahhaz... jiayou everyone n myself of coz! =)

full house

2005-07-13T12:03:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. i am currently addicted to the most recent korean drama called 'Full House' in english lah.. but chinese is called " lang4 man4 man3 wu1" ahahz.. starring Rain , Song Hye Gyo and this tall n handsome guy dunno by the name of wad.. hahaz.. nvm.. the show is bloody nice n funny.. hahaz.. its now the hottest in taiwan.. i got to noe of this drama serial thru 100% entertainment.. lolz.. NICE! i finished 12 discs in 2 days.. well.. gonna get hold of the part 2 soon.. whooohooooo...

my day! =)

2005-07-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

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Backstreet Boys

- Crawling Back To You -

Everybody knows
that I was such a fool
To ever let go of you,
but baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

*Chorus:

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you

Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do
Just to tell you face-to-face
I was lying to myself
Now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad

But baby here I am
(Repeat chorus)

If you can save these tears from crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
(Repeat chorus)
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth
Now I'm crawling back to you
Now I'm crawling back to you(Crawling back to you)
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
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well.. this song keep ringing in my head.. love it.. i dunno why... ppl do make mistakes n turn back hoping to be forgiven... right? its fine to realise ur own mistakes but never realise them too late.. ahhaahz.. backstreet boy's never gone album is nice... hahahaz.. okieSz lets share bout my day.. woke up to do all my econs homework n read the notes on the main macroeconomic problems.. well.. i dun reeli get the part on exchange rate.. guess i will read it again tml bah.. the reason y i pia so hard today is coz i had a special date with my pri sch frens for dinner.. hahaz.. thanx sy yihan n bena for coming n making the whole gossipy session sooooo interesting.. toked bout ghosts and can link to giving birth huh.. but i am so shocked bout sy's knowledge on woman giving birth thru natural birth and breast feeding coz her knowledge is toooo limited.. to think she is a bio. student.. hmm.. and well.. i do agree with bena.. she is innocent but more ignorant.. hahahahahahz.. woohooo.. cher sookyee.. u muz be sooooo sian diao reading this now.. orh wells.. coz of the chit chatting on ghosts.. bena was abit affected and we walked her home from jp lah.. on the way.. continued to tok n tok n we decided to meet up every sat morning to run or jog at the jurong canal.. hahahahz.. i think it wld be good and we will foster such good n close relationships.. argh.. love them!

tml i shall start mugging

2005-07-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. woke up early today to go for a swim... hmm.. not reeli darker... but.. at least not tt white..

went to pei sy eat lunch.. i din eat coz my fridge broke down once again.. n ahhaz.. my mum tried to cook with the food inside.. coz it will get spoilt in no time

then.. my dad was in bad mood.. threw all my sis stuff everywhere on the floor.. damn it.. its not even us who did it.. sucks man.. bad mood..

then.. went to slp.. overslpt.. so was late to meet kat n sharon.. chit chat like 3 gossipy women.. ahahz.. then went to walk ard lorz. juz came home...

shall make today my last day to enjoy.. i gonna start mugging tml onwards.. starting with maths.. hahahz.. i am not mad.. hahaz..

back to the old days

2005-07-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAZ... today simply rock big time!! went out with hubert, julie, yongsheng, elyse n wenwei.. and ya.. i din see hubert since jan 2004 i think.. hmmm.. nice to haf all of us back together again!

met up with the rest first without wenwei coz he had tuition b4 it.. so the others went to cartel to have lunch first.. hmmm.. nice food n yah.. bloated as usual... wanted to go some pub after tt but it wasnt open so.. went to starbucks instead n whoohoo... hubert treated everyone of us.. so nice of him!

think we din reeli changed lah.. coz after some warming up.. everyone started to tok bout lame n dirty stuff which left hubert mute for a certain period of time.. lolZz... but it was damn fun hanging out with my dearest frens in nanhua.. i reeli enjoyed myself today..

lolz.. n yah.. i am broke! went out every single day right after my block test 2 on fri! spend all money on the belated n coming birthday gifts! booo... sad sad.. i am left penniless... also.. wld like to share bout my shitty block test.. yesh.. i screwed up every single paper.. even CLA.. can u imagine i dun reeli understand the question n wad it wans.. haix.. i tot i sld depend on my CLA but i was truly wrong! sian diao.. i hope next time dun take maths paper first.. coz i screwed it up first.. and left myself so demoralised n not motivated at all to work harder for other papers.. sian diao.. but nvm.. i gonna start to work hard for prelim from wed onwards! mug n mug n mug n no slacking i hope.. hahaha .. hard to say...

hmmm

2005-06-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

it has been a long long time since i updated. wells.. heard intial d was a nice film... 6 more days.. i will go n watch.. ENDURE!!!

anywayz.. did something reeli meaningful during the hols.. though kinda deprive my study time.. but.. well... i enjoyed it... went to this camp for the intellectually disabled... found out bout their lives.. and yah.. they are reelli some interesting grp of ppl worth to be cared for.. love the camp. but i guess i still feel tired after soo long.. one week le.. my back still aches coz of the hard mattress... lolz... nvm..

well.. spent 4 days studying econs... veri lousy work done.. i din even manage to study it well.. coz. hahaz.. din memorise.. my brain refuses to take in any more info coz it is over-congested by CLA!! hahaz.. nvm lah.. i decided i shld take a little break for block test.. coz.. hmm.. i am losing my motivation which is supposed to last till A lvls. shall conserve some energy huh...

and yah.. my dearest cousin who played with me n my sisters juz got married.. legally married but not traditionally.. ahhaz.. as promised.. i wanted to make cheesecake for him.. then.. my fridge died once again.. hahaz.. on fri! then yah... it revived again. .but tt was too late.. so went to his house at whampoa to make it... hmmz.. tired now..

monday is the start of block test 2.. i feel so scared now.. with all the half finished stuff.. sianz.....

no title..

2005-06-15T06:41:00.000+08:00

this entry is specially typed for kathie kat.. ahhaz.. whey.. i noe there got sell cheaper vodka..and is my mummy tell me de.. ahhaz. k.. i get wad ya mean.. lets go out n drink again.. but after my dumb block test k?

n yah.. i have been mugging at home.. onli remembered going out for tuition.. other than tt.. stucked at home.. yah.. but i still got slack k.. dun think i am crazy.. i like tt 10 pm show on channel U - jiu wu zhi zun .. reeli funnie.. lolZz

currently.. my parents n my dear brother is out to town.. to shop, walk ard n haf dinner.. argh! y can't i go.. actualli i can.. but i will be bloody guilty if i go.. hmm.. i am reeli stressed up now.. hope i can finish studying soon.. so i can rest.. life is so hectic..

take a break

2005-06-08T08:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. ahhaz.. yesh.. now is my small little break.. running away from the big pile of maths revision questions i haf to finished by tml! hahaz.. is it possible? i hope so.. shall mug harder later..

yah.. proud to say.. i finally bought a new hp! hahaz.. samsung E720C.. well.. its nice. love it to bitS...

nothin much these few days. juz studying n watching abit of tv here n there.. well.. glad tt my dajie is back from canada! whoohoo.. so we can continue to form alliance against my erjie! hahahz.. poor erjie..

yesterday talked to my good fren, eugene.. hmmm.. sumthin was bothering him.. i am reeli glad n honoured n touched coz he approached me.. n i think i finally helped someone.. ahhaz.. yeah.. rock on!

yah.. i am currently excited over Initial D.. as u guys noe.. my fav Jay Chou is acting as the lead.. so yah.. i cannot contain my overwhelming 'excitedness' coz edison is also inside! hahaz.. i hope BT2 will be over soon.. then i can go n catch this number 1 film!

last day of enjoyment

2005-06-03T14:56:00.000+08:00

hmm.. as suggested by the title, tonite is the last day i shall enjoy. i am gonna mug like mad from tml onwards..

went to sch for econs makeup tutorial n GP.. hmm.. GP was boring.. i was reeli struggling to keep my eyes opened at least for show.. ahhaz.. then went Jp to eat lunch with my dajie, mummy, daddy, stupid brother n lloyd. hmm.. nice!! no need to pay of coz nice lah.. crystal jade is nice! hahaz

then went to walk ard.. bought a long skirt.. hmm but no chance to wear yet. then went home to make cheesecake again.. my mummy say she wanna eat.. so besides making for my laogong still have to make another one for my family.. poor me.. so tired now..

i am gonna conquer the exams.. all of them!

i miss my sis!

2005-06-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

muahahz.. as u can see.. i reeli miss my sis.. i din see her for one month plus le.. hao bu rong yi she come back from canada.. but she went to her boyfren's hse straight away.. argh.. wellz.. but i am so glad tt we r meeting up for tea tml! hmm.. with mummy daddy ahboy n her bf of coz!

hmmm.. these few days veri busy.. busy doing the compre for the gp remedial lectures.. and econs tutorial for the make-up tml.. haix.. so tired.. was making 2 cheesecakes yesterday nite.. one for my dearest beloved family n one for kathie as her bdae pressie.. ahhaz.. filled with love n evalasting frenship.. hope it's nice! n i am making one more tml.. for my dearest laogong! hahaz.. hmm.. sometimes i wonder y i am so nice.. muahahahz.. hmm.. kathie came to collect her cheesecake juz now with stupid sy here to taste the cheesecake! yum yum.. veri nice right?

wanted to ask sy weiming n my bro to go kbox tml as suggested by weiming.. but yah.. it's off coz i am forsaken..hmm.. no lah.. i juz feel that sy haf other commitments.. but i truly wld like to say i reeli is trying to understand.. but sometimes.. feelings of being neglected cannot be avoided.. i dun blame u dear shit.. but hahaz.. spare time for me plz.. will you?

i am sorrie too.. i think i might haf de2 zui4 you juz now.. i am not saying u will not do well without tuition.. i am more worried k? i trust ur ability coz u work hard too..

jiayou everyone for block test 2!

finally

2005-05-30T12:28:00.000+08:00

whoohoo.. juz back from chinese society's chalet.. hmm.. its the first time i din stay awake n walk ard.. i slpt thru the nite though others were busy playing heart attack and mahjong LOUDLY.. hmmm.. explains tt i am reeli too tired and yes.. relieved that yang guang you miao is over.

yupz. though over.. but its reeli saddening. i felt close to ppl in cs in this period of time. thanx ppl who act with me. thanx ppl who laughed at me. thanx ppl who consoled me when i was sad or angry and i wld even thank everybody sincerely that u guys dun all me 'miss wong'. it sucks big time. over le.. i am minshan.. not miss wong anymore.

and thanx my laogong who alwayz listen to my problems in CS, class and other stuff.. love you! hahaz.. i noe u gonna knock ur head against the wall again :P

juz to tell everyone in CS, LOVE you pplz.. we rock and we make CS rocks.. will nv forget the tough time we had during the long tedious sessions of rehearsing. though it might not be wonderful to everyone who came down to watch yang guang you miao, but its a memorable n unforgettable one for us.. love CS 2005..

yah.. since now everything is over. wld like to apologise for not updating since dunno when.. coz i was too busy with CS n studies.. now.. after everything is done n finished, i am starting to mug real hard for block test 2. PpL, Alvls coming soon.. STUDY HARD!

hmmm

2005-05-17T12:26:00.000+08:00

went to watch house of wax juz now.. hmmm.. i wldnt say its veri veri nice.. or veri veri scary.. but.. wells.. its reeli disgusting.. n bloody.. *pukes*

tired.. i am ponning sch tml.. but i am reeli feeling sick n tired now.. ahhaz.. hee.. trying to find excuses..

wadeva lorz

2005-05-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

i feel so shitty now.. dunno wad's so gd bout her.. i hate her.. n seeing my fren being nice to a bloody shit.. i feel shitty.. haix.. think no ppl noe i am toking bout.. who i am refering to.. sucks man.. hate ppl who qi1 fu4 my fren..

anywayz.. these few days have been reeli shitty.. eva since sa lost the soccer match.. knew the guys did their best.. reeli proud of them.. veri proud indeed.. but i am truly sorrie coz i dunno how to console my frens inside.. juz sincerely hope u all will cheer up..

today is sucky.. in a bad mood.. yucks!

slack..

2005-05-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

hahz.. woke up at the usual time today.. wanted to go to sch BUT.. ahahz.. with the 6-hr breaks i haf today.. i juz went back to slp.. i noe it's sooo wrong.. but i reeli cannot be bothered.. went for maths tuition instead.. hmm.. from 11.30am to 5.30pm.. haix.. 6 hr tuition.. ahahz.. abit tired.. juz memorised a CLA text for the test on thurs.. hmm.. gonna start mugging for block test 2.. coz alan says he is starting.. lolz.. but.. no time.. haix..

clap clap

2005-05-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

hahaz.. watched soccer match today.. we won RJ 2-1 and the winning goal was scored by nigel.. hey dude.. i am so proud of u.. u did well.. scored a beautiful goal.. when rj scored.. i was thinking.. no.. we are not gonna draw with them.. u will n u can do sumthin bout it.. haz.. u proved it to me.. cheers!

anywayz.. haf been reeli busy with cca, schoolwork and the upcoming tests, which comes every week.. my brain is gonna die memorising all the cla stuff.. reeli.. coz i dun even haf time to reeli study well for the tests... haix.. Alvls is reeli flying towards me.. sian..

was at the bus stop with alan juz now.. betting on the bus number... he lost a movie treat again.. hmm.. u sure u got perfect eyesight? LOLZz.. i am so fortunate.. hahaz..

wellz.. juz to say.. i like vivian hsu's ai4 xiao4 de4 yan3 jing1.. go download!!!

i discovered..

2005-05-06T12:32:00.000+08:00

the atmosphere ard me is not reeli nice.. its reeli a torture to lose ur loved ones or ppl ard u..like wad my teacher has told me.. cherish wad u haf now n learn to look on the bright side but to say the truth.. i cannot imagine losing my fren.. i will juz cry to death..

currently toking to my jj fren.. he is so funnie coz he got his mask on his face! and yes.. i am touched tt u remembered my bdae.. thanx lot..

i was quite happie to noe tt sa won the soccer match today..nigel.. please take care, dun get injured k.. hee... though i cannot make it.. haix... was having a dreadful 5-hour maths tuition.. think all my brain cells now dead le.. no no.. left with onli one or two to function n use the comp now.. lolz..now i am thinking whether i shld slp after using the comp.. or to continue doing my maths tutorial which will kill my last 2 cells.. hahaz

29th April - i am legal!

2005-05-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

ahahz.. no time to blog.. paiseh.. let's start from 29th April

29th April
right after 12 midnite.. i received lotsa smses.. thanx everyone.. ahahaz.. alan was the first! lolz.. bu4 kui4 shi4 my laogong! orh.. juz to share.. my dearest beloved nan hua peeps celebrated my bdae for me n with me at swensens JP.. lolz.. i felt so loved on tt day.. abit rou4 ma2.. but.. i still muz say.. enjoyed their company.. tt funshen.. he ask me eat the banana from the ice-cream lah.. then haf to do it.. stupid alan pushed my face down... but its quite fun.. thanx to all hu came down. alan, elyse, ml, nigel, clare, terence, funshen, wenwei, chok, kiu..think i din miss out anyone bah.. n.. cannot forget my bestest fren CHER SOOK YEE.. orelse she will say i am so bad.. nv mention her.. i appreciate the fact tt u woke up juz to sms me on the dot.. but still lost to alan.. and i appreciate the fact tt u were on the same bus with me to sch on my bdae! hahaz.. love ya lots..

30th April
got the short play comp on 30th.. yah.. did our best.. though din get into the finals.. but i think we reeli tried our best.. thanx to all my frens in CS.. all this while we were stucked to each other rehearsing n playing ard.. hahaz.. learnt quite alot of things.. overcame my stage fright.. lolz.. not reeli exactly disappointed.. think we did well.. so.. juz accept the fact lorz.. after the play.. rushed home then went to my uncle's chalet.. and started eating n eating.. tried to do maths.. but ahhaz.. reeli died on the bed after some time... coz was tooooo tired after continuous rehearsing almost everyday n the stress lah..

1st May
juz reached home not too long ago.. going out again.. meeting my jc frens plus kathie!hahaz.. gonna walk ard n eat dinner together.. yah.. they are celebrating my bdae with me.. lolz.. going out soon... bye bye~

groaning..

2005-04-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

currently dying to slp.. reeli tired.. coz of cca n stuff.. dun reeli haf time for my hw n studies.. guess i will screw up all the upcoming tests for sure.. so.. haix.. prepared for it.. but its not tt serious.. i am so much better off than those ppl ni sports.

watched soccer tt day.. the one which sa played with ac.. eh.. at least i din stone or fall aslp.. so.. can lah.. watched with kathie.. i hope she is reeli okie.. take care my fren..

anywayz.. an announcement to make.. ahahz.. feel so bu yao lian now.. i am turning 18 in 5 days time.. presents for me??? hahaz..

missing my eldest sis liao.. come back from canada asap leh... ahhaz.. then got ppl buy things for me to eat! MUAHAHAHAz...

anywayz. yest ml came to my hse.. n we wanted to study.. but.. yah.. din turn out tt way.. was quite distracted.. tt's all bout it.. my drama comp is on 30th april.. wish me good luck...

sorry

2005-04-17T09:55:00.000+08:00

life is abit sian today.. in the hse.. doing hw.. study cla test.. yupz.. tt's all..

read my fren's blog.. i feel abit sad.. n i think i failed being a good fren who will stay n understand my frens.. i din noe wad was happening to him.. till i read his blog. n i was alwayz the one complaining n confiding in him.. and he is alwayz so nice.. listening to me.. giving me all the support i need.. i am sorry.. i will try my best to be there for u alwayz..

anywayz.. F.I.R's cd.. its nice.. worth the money.. buy it..